BB: To be honest, I’ve been trying to you know fairly develop my trade, my skills and do it slowly and surely, not bite off what I can’t chew because I think it’s a big part of development, you are just taking what are you handling. I read the script. I gave it an honest read and initially reading it I felt profoundly moved by it there is slightest sci-fi edge to it but despite that it has ..em such large theme?? I feel like.it’s gonna have …um it’s goning be able to feel a boy and gay film making but we have, I think, avoided u know there r some very gay scenes or components to this project, and I wanna push the envelope in any way I can. I come from as I said an adult past and I’m a writer I direct now. I’m still modeling and now I’m try to get some acting. Everything I do, I wanna push it. There’re a few things in juda’s kiss that push it and remember during the read that I came up for. I was little upset because some of the actors in the department of read were trying to change some of these components that I think are very real aspect?? to our lives. there r a lot of people out there have to deal with these things. Actually I don’t want to distract from the bigger picture obviously. But I think that again, anything that I do anymore, especially when I start to go to the mainstream things, I wanna have, not an adult edge but definitely a mature edge.so yeah definitely shit, if I`m associated?,I want to speak with u because honestly, I’m not afraid, u know, I’m not trying to make any big switch. I think,u know, a good film is real
BB:事实上,我一直努力地踏踏实实的发展我的生意,我的演技而且力求脚踏实地一点一点来,不会逞强而是量力而行,因为踏实的工作就是很好的发展。当我去试读(试镜的一种吧,不表演而是去读台词),嗯,是很荣幸的被允许去参加试读。最开始读剧本的时候我就被深深地触动。这部影片(in the closet壁橱惊魂)有一点但是是很少的科幻的一面但是会有很大的主题。我觉得还会有一些bl和gay场景,但是我们会尽量避免这些非常gay的场景和成分。我刚才讲过的哈,我的过去是很成人的,但是我现在正在尝试写作和导演,我也在继续做钙片模特,还在尝试着(主流)表演。做这一切的时候我都希望能挑战常规。犹大之吻这部电影里有一些元素是很打破常规的。记得在来参加试读的过程中,我有点不开心,因为有几个演员在读剧本时试图篡改一些我认为能真实反映我们生活的元素。那些是很多人都必须应付的事情。我当然不想脱离大背景,但是我还是希望自己能拥有成熟的一面而不是成人的一面。不管怎么样,嗯,我都可以跟你说,因为我不害怕(别人怎么说我),我也不是试图做很大的转型啦,但是好的电影应该是真实的~
