【每日分享】蝴蝶之所以令人感动，是它经过几度变身，从毛毛的黑，蜕变成柔软的绿，再结化成坚强的蛹，最后，凝结成一身的美，绕过我们的身边，横过我们的窗前，飞过我们的青山和蓝天！我愿学习蝴蝶，一再的蜕变，一再的祝愿，既不思虑，也不彷徨；既不回顾，也不忧伤。
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today is valentine's day,although I don't have valentine, wish each pair of lovers will be happy.
ex-girlfriend still have some influence on me, every time I met her, I would feel wierd. Anyways, next year I still have to in the same class with her, I should have a good attitude.
the basketball boys did a great job tonight and they also let me know the ditance between me and them I failed last tryout, that's because I'm still not good enough, I must work hard to improve my basketball skill, so that I can play the game at next year. My goal is varsity! I know that's hard, but I will try my best!

【daily encouragement】“There are moments when troubles enter our lives and we can do nothing to avoid them.
But they are there for a reason. Only when we have overcome them will we understand why they were there.”
― Paulo Coelho, The Fifth Mountain
Fighting! I'm not a loser! The top universities in America, here I come !
it is only 99 days that are left for my first plan.

【daily encouragement】“Our chief want is someone who will inspire us to be what we know we could be.”
― Ralph Waldo Emerson
Generally, we always want others inspire us, just like many friends in here. They like to post something to ask others encourage him, and except that will help him to abstain the masturbation. However, that's your own business, when you really realize what you r doing, you certainly will give it up.
I am the type of people who don't want to admit that i'm inferior to others. someone else can do it, why I can't? I even lost to the boys who are two years younger than me in the basketball tryouts! My ex-girlfriend got a 110 something in her toefl but I still haven't get ready to do it. I can play guitar and I know how to break dance. I already learn them more than 3 years, but still not good!
I still have a lot need to work on but I can feel everything is turn better! Come on buddy! You can seize everything you ever wanted as long as you truly believe youeself!
从戒色开始，改变我整个生存状态，改变自己！
永远相信，明天一定会更好的！
it is only 98 days that are left for my first plan.

【daily encouragement】you should often ask yourself：today， are you still full of passion?
Are you still have a strong fighting will? Are you still believe everything will be better at tomorrow?
I feel pretty good right now. Today, I did bench press, sit up and jog. Although I can't go back China, I want to use another way to celebrate it: give my classmates a presentation about Chinese New Year!
I need strictly fulfill my plan,indeed!
sometimes still feel a little dizzy when I suddenly facing the light, so don't forget go to bed early!
it is only 97 days that are left for my first plan.

【daily encouragement】I attribute my success to this: I never gave or took any excuse.
–Florence Nightingale
选这句话有些突兀，但今天一件小事没有做好，确实应当加以注意：吃完糖后看到垃圾桶没有垃圾袋，就把糖纸留在了桌子上，而垃圾袋就在垃圾桶边上的柜子里，为什么不能自己装个呢？然后我找借口，打乱话。
对于新年，有种不可名状的情绪，不知是无奈还是什么。既然现状无法改变，那就坚定信念，相信明天吧。
it is only 96 days that are left for my first plan.

【daily encouragement】you have more in you than you think!

yesterday is Chinese New Year, I went to Chineses restaurant with my friends. Missing my family and my friends. But, I chosen this path, so I will continue to firmly go on!
It is only 94 days that are left for my first plan.

【个人想法】新年愿望：我的家人和朋友都能健康每一天！新年新气象，在这新的一年里愿自己能有大幅度进步，无论是为人处事还是学习爱好。
今天也是戒色的第二个月，我会继续坚定地沿着戒色、修身、养性、全面提升自我的道路前行，调整自己的虚荣心、猜疑心、惰性等，改掉晚睡、拖延和胡思乱想的毛病，坚持锻炼身体，包括每日睡前50个固肾功，经常做卧虎撑、铁板桥和站桩，坚持每日背单词和做托福或sat的题目（这一项之前一个月没有做好），学习优秀的文化，提高自己的思想水平，增强思维能力，多助人，懂得感恩，多给父母和爷爷打电话，做一个大写的人。
It is only 93 days that are left for my first plan.

【daily encouragement】You have come this far, don't give up now.

In my online class, I didn't study hard and take it seriously, so that even didn't finish my test and
assignments but watch TV show and online fiction the whole weekend. I wanted to leave those assignments until Sunday night, then do it. Yesterday evening, when I am doing the assignments, Denis turn the WiFi off. I didn't work and I haven't finished my work yet. I konw, he is right. This is not the first time I do like this, last uunit, and when I in China, I also had a lot of times are wasting.I will not let this situation happen again. 真的很庆幸能意识到自己这一缺点，加油，为了更好的明天努力，之前看小说和电视剧，真的是没管住自己，计划也一个星期没有去好好执行了，要重新开始加油了，把早睡早起把精力养好，不要忘了自己的目标！再也不把事情拖到最后做了！
It is only 90 days that are left for my first plan.

加油

【daily encouragement】All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us.― J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring
Today, I get my new phone, 6 plus. Very happy, but I waste a lot of time to adjust it. until now, 21:22!!!
Brace yourself! you don't have too much time left!
It is only 89 days that are left for my first plan.

昨天拿到了新手机，浪费了一下午去折腾。晚上10点，本应睡觉，结果又拿起了网络小说来看。 刚刚写完上面那几句，心里又产生了想看小说的强烈念想……

【daily encouragem】Don't lose hope! You never know what tomorrow will bring!

三天没来了吧，这几天作业没怎么好好完成，睡前的固肾功也没做，每天熬夜看小说到好晚，昨夜又梦遗了。前段时间好不容易出的一点成绩一下又打破了，而且边看小说还变想自己不应该看，实在是纠结。 索性，把这本小说看完了，心里总是存在着负担，反而不美，也要控制好自己的睡眠时间，学习任务以及每日必做的功
课，贴吧以后每天都会来。明天会更好的，尽管仍然没有按照计划来走，但我相信自己！
现在自己也是醒悟过来了，并不是我多么多么优秀每门都拿A，而是考试太简单了！收获和付出是成正比的，我这虚有其表的成绩，终将只是个笑话，XLX的一个79分不久恰恰说明了问题吗？还有每次答问游戏的熊样？若是还不能重视自己这个严重的问题，恐怕离从高台跌入深渊的日子也不远了。
离第一阶段计划结束还有85天，已用33天，执行情况为差。

鼻窦感染，对一个喷剂过敏，起了一身包

又一天

诱惑太多了，不小心就会陷了进去。女人为钱，男人为色，今天在ins上算是见识了。修心，不要再像以前那样满脑子邪念，正气永存于心！