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When Blue Meets Blue
Dan watches her sometimes. She never notices, probably because her eyes are always focused elsewhere… specifically on him. He's the Golden God of the Upper East Side, and every girls perfect fairytale prince. Dan's own sister has a crush on him. But he doesn't seem to notice all those girls falling at his feet, he only notices Dan's girlfriend – the same way she notices him. Dan hates it when he catches those moments passing between them. Dan tries to look away, he really does, but he's hopeless. It's like watching a train wreck for him, he just can't help himself. He's held in their thrall for those few seconds when they allow their eyes to meet. Her blue meets his blue, and they meld.
Dan's breath always catches in his throat during those times. A dull ache starts in his stomach, moves through his heart, and lodges in his lungs. He's paralyzed by them – taunted by the closeness that will never totally fade. He might be crazy, but he thinks Nate will always have a piece of her. She gave it to him a long time ago, and she's never offered the same to Dan. Nate knows the history of her favorite color, while Dan can only guess at it. He knows she's all about purple right now, but just last week she mentioned she was a blue girl, and he'd never known that. He wondered at the time if that was influenced by Nate's eyes, and hated himself for that. She'd never done anything to make him doubt her, but he did.


He doubts so much about her now. She told him she's never loved anyone but him. He was so thrilled when she said that – as corny as it sounds he thinks joy actually bursted within him. But now, when he catches those moment between them, he thinks she was lying. How can she look at Nate the way she does if Dan is the only one she loves. He doesn't think it's possible. He's never looked at anyone but her in that way.
Blair caught him once, watching them. She looked at him with her usual disdain when she did, but there was some pity under the surface that absolutely killed him. Blair understood, she'd been him once upon a time, fighting a force that seemed pretty damn immovable. Serena left, Nate strayed… and yet still here they were right back where they started, and he had to face it, they started with each other. Blair had been kind enough not to sugar coat it for him. She'd told him flat out that they would never be over each other, not in any real way. They would say they were. They would date other people. They would pretend to be just friends, really good, really old friends, but that would never be the truth. Nate and Serena's absolute truth was that they would never really be done. Blair told him to stop watching them, accept it, and he might just end up with the girl. Did he really want a girl with only half a heart to offer him? He guesses he does, because he's still with her.


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He took a nap with her last Sunday. It was a beautiful sunny day in the city, and they'd cuddled up on his old bed. When they'd fallen asleep they were holding hands, and he remembers thinking that was one of the most perfect moments in his life. He woke up to her cell phone ringing. She sleeps like the dead so she didn't hear it, but when he glanced over at the screen it was Nate's name flashing across. She'd put him in as 'Natie' and that little endearment made him sick. Mostly, because she'd never used it in front of Dan. It was like it was their little secret, and Dan was kicked out of their private club. He hadn't answered it, and when she'd woken up later he'd pretended he didn't see the little smile that passed over her lips when she saw her missed call. She liked Nate's attention; she reveled in it.
Tonight they're all going out to dinner. Blair has planned this thing all out, and Serena insisted they attend. He secretly believes she's using this as an excuse to see Nate. He's been torturing himself about the seating arrangements all day. She'll end up beside Nate. He knows she will. She'll laugh at his jokes, she'll touch his arm casually, and Dan will pretend not to notice. But he'll see it, he'll see it all, and so will everyone else at the table.


我是来研究RU腺癌和胸腔积水问题的 

呃，女王继续……
以一个非专业医护人员的角度，我觉得前者的可能性比较大

作为社会主义的河蟹代表
我愿出资一分钱为其治愈 =.=
恩 同学们捐款可继续进行

上个礼拜六，他们一起睡了个午觉，那是一个阳光明媚的日子，他们挤在他的旧床上，手拉着手一起入睡，这是他记忆中最最完美的一刻。他被她的手机铃声吵醒，她睡得像个死猪一样，根本没有听到铃声，当他看向手机的时候，发现Nate的名字在手机屏幕上闪过，她在里面存的是昵称“Natie”，这份亲昵让他觉得恶心。这大概是因为，多数时候，她不会在Dan的面前这样叫，这个名字就像是她和他之间的小秘密一样，而此刻的Dan就如突闯了他们的秘密俱乐部一样。他没有接那通电话，当她醒过来看到未接电话时露出的笑容他也假装自己没有看到。她喜欢被Nate注意着，她沉浸于此。
今天晚上，他们会所有人一起去吃晚餐。这是Blair计划的，Serena非常坚持他们会一起出席的。他心里觉得她只是想要利用这个机会作为借口去见Nate，他一整天都因此而坐立难安。她最终会留在Nate身边，他知道她会的。她会听着他讲的笑话哈哈大笑，她会不经意间抚摸着他的胳膊，而Dan只能假装视而不见。可是他依然会看到，所有的这些都会尽收眼底，同桌的每个人都会。


虫虫不捐，还是我们继续攒钱买绳子实施绑架计划比较好

Vanessa will be there. She's drowning in her Nate love right now. Dan thinks she's fortunate that she doesn't see what he sees. Vanessa has a nack for looking away at the right minute and avoiding those moments that torment Dan. Serena pretends like she's okay with Vanessa. She makes idol chit chat, and smiles, and acts like everything is fine. But Dan can tell it's only on the surface, beneath the façade Serena has a very big problem with Vanessa – namely that she's dating Nate. Dan hates to think it, and prays he's wrong, but he believes Serena is jealous that for once all of Nate's affection isn't focused on her.
Dinner is awkward. Blair and Chuck arrive arguing, and they continue to do so throughout appetizers. Vanessa is hanging on Nate like a dying vine, and Nate's looking especially uncomfortable. Serena found herself a seat right beside Nate, and Dan was forced to sit between her and Chuck, who keeps glaring at him for no apparent reason. He hates this. He hates pretenses, and this crowd are the Kings and Queens of fake.


原文：
When Blue Meets Blue
Dan watches her sometimes. She never notices, probably because her eyes are always focused elsewhere… specifically on him. He's the Golden God of the Upper East Side, and every girls perfect fairytale prince. Dan's own sister has a crush on him. But he doesn't seem to notice all those girls falling at his feet, he only notices Dan's girlfriend – the same way she notices him. Dan hates it when he catches those moments passing between them. Dan tries to look away, he really does, but he's hopeless. It's like watching a train wreck for him, he just can't help himself. He's held in their thrall for those few seconds when they allow their eyes to meet. Her blue meets his blue, and they meld.
Dan's breath always catches in his throat during those times. A dull ache starts in his stomach, moves through his heart, and lodges in his lungs. He's paralyzed by them – taunted by the closeness that will never totally fade. He might be crazy, but he thinks Nate will always have a piece of her. She gave it to him a long time ago, and she's never offered the same to Dan. Nate knows the history of her favorite color, while Dan can only guess at it. He knows she's all about purple right now, but just last week she mentioned she was a blue girl, and he'd never known that. He wondered at the time if that was influenced by Nate's eyes, and hated himself for that. She'd never done anything to make him doubt her, but he did.
He doubts so much about her now. She told him she's never loved anyone but him. He was so thrilled when she said that – as corny as it sounds he thinks joy actually bursted within him. But now, when he catches those moment between them, he thinks she was lying. How can she look at Nate the way she does if Dan is the only one she loves. He doesn't think it's possible. He's never looked at anyone but her in that way.
Blair caught him once, watching them. She looked at him with her usual disdain when she did, but there was some pity under the surface that absolutely killed him. Blair understood, she'd been him once upon a time, fighting a force that seemed pretty damn immovable. Serena left, Nate strayed… and yet still here they were right back where they started, and he had to face it, they started with each other. Blair had been kind enough not to sugar coat it for him. She'd told him flat out that they would never be over each other, not in any real way. They would say they were. They would date other people. They would pretend to be just friends, really good, really old friends, but that would never be the truth. Nate and Serena's absolute truth was that they would never really be done. Blair told him to stop watching them, accept it, and he might just end up with the girl. Did he really want a girl with only half a heart to offer him? He guesses he does, because he's still with her.
He took a nap with her last Sunday. It was a beautiful sunny day in the city, and they'd cuddled up on his old bed. When they'd fallen asleep they were