I asked to stop the healing plan. I cannot bear any more. Every time finished the healing, the only thing shocked my soul is hurt. I must stop.
Eimail is here now, I want to go to country around our city having a trip with her. No pills, no hispotal, just go around and have a look.
I am ok now.

I came to a lone and small villiage. Perhaps,I am going to stay here for a month.
I lived in a small yard with a Muslin family. There' s no TV, no internet, or no phone. If I turn off my one, I will cut the connection with everyone.
Maybe this situation is better for me right now.
I want to be normal again. Maybe I just need more pacient.
Wish me good luck!

The third day I came here. Eimail invovled me into the trouble. I could understand how independent she is and how much couriousity she hold about this villiage, but she forgot how fresh is she to this villiage.
I am tired of handling this stuff. I am tired with a serious questions.
I have to learn how to controll my temper. I shouldn't be out of the rage at all.