能治好么。

I asked to stop the healing plan. I cannot bear any more. Every time finished the healing, the only thing shocked my soul is hurt. I must stop.
Eimail is here now, I want to go to country around our city having a trip with her. No pills, no hispotal, just go around and have a look.
I am ok now.

I came to a lone and small villiage. Perhaps,I am going to stay here for a month.
I lived in a small yard with a Muslin family. There' s no TV, no internet, or no phone. If I turn off my one, I will cut the connection with everyone.
Maybe this situation is better for me right now.
I want to be normal again. Maybe I just need more pacient.
Wish me good luck!

To:路妍姐
When we get into troubles,including fall ill,the first thing we must do is facing it optimistically. So even if the disease is so powerful,we will face it with happiness,instead of being frustrated.God will bless you and everyone of us.Everything will be OK.

And we will be stronger than ever before to defeat with the disease.Though disease is tough,but we can be tougher. Facing with difficulties and disease,we should keep heads up and never give up. Hope you can become better soon.Take care of youself and may you be healthy in a short time.
Best wishes to you! Good Luck!

The third day I came here. Eimail invovled me into the trouble. I could understand how independent she is and how much couriousity she hold about this villiage, but she forgot how fresh is she to this villiage.
I am tired of handling this stuff. I am tired with a serious questions.
I have to learn how to controll my temper. I shouldn't be out of the rage at all.