when dusk had fallen ,i should experience the double delight of being able to see by artificial light which the genius of man has created to extend the power of his sight when nature decrees darkness.
当夜幕降临之后，通过人类天才的发明——人造灯光，我应该体会到双重的快乐。这是大自然当黑夜来临时为增强自己的视力而发明的。

In the night of that first day of sight, I should not be able to sleep, so full would be my mind of the memories of the day.
在恢复光明的第一天夜里，我不可能睡着，脑海里满是对白天的回忆。

It's fine to celebrate success but it is more important to heed the lessons of failure.

Don't complain about things you are not willing to work hard to change.

You think you know death, but you don't. Not until you have seen it, really seen it. And it's gets under your skin and lives inside you. You also think you know life, you stand on the edge of things and watch it go by, but you have not living it. Not really. You are just tourist. A ghost. And then you see it. And it's gets under your skin and lives inside you, and there's no escape. There's nothing to be done, and you know what? It's good. It's a good thing. And that's all I have got to say about it.
你觉得你自己了解死亡，其实不然。除非你亲眼目睹，真真切切的看到。他会刺破你的皮囊，渗透你的驱壳。你还认为自己了解生命。站在生命的边缘，看花开花落。但你并没有活于其中，没有真实的活于其中。你只是个过客、灵魂。接着你见到了死亡，真正见到了它。他刺破你的皮囊，渗透你的驱壳，你无处可逃。对此你无能为力，知道吗？他很好，是很好的东西。这就是我唯一想说的。

今天不想说了，明天吧。

Last year I stole my best friend's girlfriend, just because I could. Then I fucked her mate, her best mate. Multiple times, man, just I could. And I was thinking, why does everybody get to piss on me? My fucking mum. My dad is fucking tosser.

最喜欢的渐变色 终于到手 好好

You just live a bit harder than everyone else does. You splash about. You wallow in it. Like you can't lose a moment. 你比其他人更努力的生活，你四处挥舞，沉迷在里面，不错过任何瞬间。

It's been a long day without you my friend. And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again. We've come a long way from where we began.
Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.
没有老友你的陪伴 日子真是漫长
与你重逢之时 我会敞开心扉倾诉所有
回头凝望 我们携手走过漫长的旅程
与你重逢之时 我会敞开心扉倾诉所有

“Life is a great game and I'm a small player”（生命之大如同一场比赛，而我只是一个渺小的球员）。
二哥要走了，这是他发的ins。

刚刚看了一部电影，《如沐爱河》，看不懂，真的，第一次有这种感觉，第一次看到最后看不懂了。

I don’t know what to say. And I cannot think. The delay is nothing, the decision is everything. I must spend the first days at home. I must consider giving a party somewhere. Above all I must be with you. I must warm you, surround you, love you, and be kind to you.