接着昨天的

水滴和我聊天,今年一月份的时候,

也就是露珠上次感冒。
和水滴胡侃乱侃了一会,水滴忽然沉默了一小会,然后问:"Do you hate me...?"
我惊呆了啊,好好的怎么会hate你呢:”What?No,not at all.”
”I read that poem,”水滴说,”It was sad.Does it have anything to do with me?”
露珠转那条说说的是因为那首诗字面很平淡,却让人觉得忧伤。露珠虽然在水滴消极的时候尽力表现得很乐观,可是却是个彻头彻尾的悲观主义者哈。露珠读这首诗有那么一瞬觉得水滴也这样,说爱我,可是却不断推开我。
我就对水滴说 是的,我很怕失去你。
水滴回到:I have felt what you have felt,the fear of losing.It hurts like no other.I don't ever want you to put through that kind of pain,I wish I could be a better boyfriend.I guess sometimes I just think too much,I just want the best for you.Are you really happy with me?"
我很开心,我当然开心。
"I know things are not perfect but I would always try to be there when possible.I just worry if I do really make you happy.I am not perfect and you dont have to be either,but because I love you,you are perfect to me."
其实露珠一直对于他很忙感到难过,觉得不能经常交流真的很suck。