我永远都不会忘记
那个早上
当我站在二班教室门口
当他走过来
当我想和他说
哎呀你昨天有没有看网队和骑士的比赛的时候
他微笑地拿着校牌走向另外一边时的表情

那一刻
好不容易累积的感情
瞬间就被我扑灭了

哈哈 想想小时候 有时候还蛮好玩的

后来就很久再没见过
特别是当我离开原来的小城
来到另一个城市以后

高中时在一场全市的篮球联赛上看到过他
他代表县级队伍参加
哈哈就知道he was so dedicated to basketball
当时趁着课间休息
到篮球场看球
看到他的时候我真的有那种
嘴巴都合不拢的感觉
哈哈
就是以以前的样子为基础
变成 非常 非常典型的打篮球的男生的样子
可能是因为他在打吧
当朋友催着回教室的时候
我就留下来 没回去
我不知道他有没有看见我
在篮球场的另外一边
哈哈 那场球还挺好看的
算是翘掉半节课吧
回来也被班主任骂了
不过真的那场球赛很好看哈

再后来
又过了很久
最后一次见他
是在那个时候
在另外一座桥上
哇 突然觉得桥是个非常神奇的东西

高二的暑假时候
回去玩
和父母还有亲戚吃完饭出来散步
到新修好的大桥上
there i saw him
well more precisely i should say that he called me
because i didn't see him in the first place
he was with a bunch of boys
girls may included
i was calling my dad then when he called me
under the twilight i couldn't see him clear
but i could tell from his voice
then i turned around and there he was smiling at me
there were my familes and at first i thouhgt i would just go pretending that i did't see him
and i speeded up to catch my families
then he called again
and i could hear that he was checking with the guys around him
then i turned back and smiled back
then i turnen towards my families and ran to them as quickly as i could
like i was doing something wrong
something i was not supposed to do
and then i walked the bridge, which then hadn't been put into use
with my families
it really took somewhile
then when we returned to where we met
there he was still with them
but was about to leave with his dudes
it was totally dark
with several road lamps and many walkers like me and my family
i could see that he saw me and waved goodbye to me
and again i smiled back
and while they were riding motorbike their way back
i saw he turned back
several times
but that was the end of the story
i never see him again in the rest of my life
while i did hear about his news and stories later
that he was going out with one of my best friends
that he and she......
that he and she......
and this year, that she is about to get married
again not with him
but she confessed to me last year that in her inner heart,
she went with him
that was romantic and
deep
i just wish they all go well

啊
写写都忘了时间了
我还要继续听力好吗！！！
that was the end
i can't say that i don't have feelings for him
it's just that
maybe i asked for too much
and gave so little back
maybe i was so obessed with the other one
which turned out to be a pass-by anyway
afterall
most of the young boys and girls back then
become passers-by
but if he had turned to that smiling me on that morining
if he had been holding on to one more day
i believed the whole story of my life would have changed
that soccer boy really brings him back
brings up my whole memory
just so you know
or i won't be typing here right this moment
but the end has long been written
好啦 再听一点听力就睡觉
加油啦

这段心情 从没对身边的人说过
只在这里
和我心里

晚饭 是 曲奇

睡

把自己吓醒了

安

always be with god