回复：如果，这是个故事不是个传说。

爱就像玩魔方，有时候觉得很开心，有时候解不开有很烦，谁可以坚持解开整个魔法，特别是笨的人。。现在我就是不知道我自己喜不喜欢玩魔方。但是我却离不开。

他真心对我好，就算他生气了，也不会忘记给我说晚安，和晚安吻。我现在很内疚，但是没有觉得自己做错了，。除了那句他不关心我

但是俺就是觉得再也遇不到像他对我那么好的男人了

如果我再这么白痴我就会失去了他。我应该从自己身上找问题，不可以老是把责任推到他身上。

then 我发了好多条信息哄他，我知道他起床会看的，因为通常不太愉快的时候都会上interP解决问题，然后他回我说，他不会上叫我不要等他，现在赶着上学所以晚点再解释，随便说一句你不是shit girl,你只是太疑惑了。，，，，，，
但是我现在还是上skype等他。。。
我等你，虽然我知道你不会上。。

可能他上Skype的时候发现我在线但是不和她说话，他很生气了。。。然后在interp上面
1.47 分：
You are really incredible. WTF r u kidding me???
I stay all the day at school, at 2 i go out and wait 3, because, i don't know if u remember, i had the Mass for my uncle. I came finally home at 17.15, i come in computer to see if u leaved me some messages...nothing...then i opened skype, and u were there! U, that tell me that i don't care to your health because I (I!!!) let u go too night, were still there.
But that was not a problem...i asked u a thing, or not? Btw after that, u "offline"...u can also say hello!
Then at 17.30 i had to go out again, and i am back at home right now, at 18.40!!! Do u understand?
Then u write "nooooooo.plz love me .u cant stop love me ....plz .....love me ........cant stop love me .n just can choose love me more"
Are u so sure, i can't stop love you? don't let me say something that i don't want.
Tomorrow i am in skype, i need talk with you, and not just with inter messages. Please come.
Anyway today i felt again "bad" because this thing...i almost expected a massage by you, today...i have only a question:
ALMOST a little, do u care me? Who am i for you? Ask ur heart...i don't want cry anymore for you!
1.51分
ufffff sorry baby if i write all this bad things...it's because i really care of you, i don't want lose you. thanks for your messages this morning....
U make me confuse, i really need to talk with you! good now i'm moved to cry too....****....
I LOVE YOU!

:13:52] a: What do u do online now?
[0:14:25] a: ...
[2:07:43] a: i don't know if u are online now...speak with me please.
之前他都以为我在线不和他说话，然后上interP看我发什么，然后就写了上面的
[2:10:06] a: Baby u took skype online...finally i see a thing that means (i think) that almost a little u care me（后来他才发现了我等她，只是我现在睡着了）
[2:11:11] a: i wrote u on interpal, but i was again angry because before u went offline without say hello, so don't look there. It's alright, ok?（叫我不要看interP）
[2:11:46] a: Yes, u'r right...i can't stop love you :*
[2:14:28] a: now i fuking miss you...i am here, and i love you...
[3:52:49] a: Now i go, i tryed to see if u wake up ;)
[3:53:08] a: But it's better if u sleep, so see you tomorrow here (hug)
[5:55:10] a: (angel)

但是看了还是很不好受，虽然他说是他生气说的话，但是。。。。他第一次这样。。
但是为什么我可以发脾气他就不可以呢。
好吧，我原谅你（很不好意思的说）

我想了很久，也许我是自我保护很强的人，他也说过我喜欢隐藏
也许，我爱他，只是没有勇气承认。
但是请让我先看到你在我的真实世界里。

你是我的 最大秘密
小心翼翼 写在日记
心跳藏在抽屉 见到了你 才不会分心
远远眼神肯定 你知道 藏不住秘密
爱有双重魔力
也苦涩也甜蜜
悄悄地在心底 说一万遍我爱你 爱你
借我勇气 满满地藏在心 一步步走向你
给我爱的魔力 不退缩不犹豫
甜蜜化在嘴里
是告诉你我爱你 爱你
随变奇迹 爱上改变的勇气 都是因为你

明天是我们第2个月，很感谢你们分享我的内心情感，我会鲍照感谢。按照惯例只鲍照2天。如果有一天，我见到他了，我一定会放2个人的照片，。

我看了他interp的个性签名

我想说： have u 。

看了他说的我回复：
En........I wait u yesterday,then I online just wait u.then I sleep.why u say that,many u first time say that for me ,so I a little hurt ,but don't worry.
后来他起床了就回复我：
I am really sorry...why did u wait me? :(
I want that today chat come soon...because i can lie to myself, but i need you <3
有预感今晚会和好，哈哈哈

他常说的一句I cant stop love u . i love u more then myself
他生气的时候：该死，谁叫我不会生你很久的气！
他第一次用中文：睡觉前，你是我的最后一个念头 。
他的交友主页的请求上写着：Requests:Just friends, i already have a perfect gf :D
最感动的是我问他：如果我死了你会怎么样？他说不会再找别的女人。