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Saturday, September 2, 2017
Draco,
You're sleeping beside me as I write this. I wonder if you know just how beautiful you are. Okay, you probably do, but I wish you could see yourself through my eyes. I wish you knew how I feel when I look at you, how difficult it's been this past year for me to see you all the time but not be able to touch you... how long I waited for you to finally come around. Except you haven't, really, have you? When you wake up, you're probably going to leap out of bed, throw on your robes, and Disapparate back to your wife, all the while yelling at me for not waking you up earlier.
Which is why I'm writing this letter. I could tell you what I want to your face, but I want you to consider this carefully before giving me an answer, so I'm going to have you take this home and mull over it. That's what you do best, after all.
I love you. I don't know why, because you're a scheming bastard and the world's biggest prat (I feel like I'm back in Hogwarts, insulting you like this), but it's all right, because love is funny like that. It makes someone's bad qualities seem unimportant, and all the little quirks that you hate to love all the more special. And I know you know what I mean, because you love me too, even if you can't stand me sometimes.
Now that we've got our feelings out of the way (you'll notice that I did it for you, since I'm aware that you struggle with expressing yourself truthfully), it's time for you to decide what you're going to do next. You have a choice: divorce your wife, or... well, you know what the other option is. Astoria is a good person, and I won't have you lying to her. I know you don't want to, either.
That's it. Make up your mind. I'll be waiting for your decision, but I don't think I can wait forever it's been thirteen years already, and we're getting too old to keep dancing around each other.
Harry
Saturday, September 2, 2017
Draco,
You're sleeping beside me as I write this. I wonder if you know just how beautiful you are. Okay, you probably do, but I wish you could see yourself through my eyes. I wish you knew how I feel when I look at you, how difficult it's been this past year for me to see you all the time but not be able to touch you... how long I waited for you to finally come around. Except you haven't, really, have you? When you wake up, you're probably going to leap out of bed, throw on your robes, and Disapparate back to your wife, all the while yelling at me for not waking you up earlier.
Which is why I'm writing this letter. I could tell you what I want to your face, but I want you to consider this carefully before giving me an answer, so I'm going to have you take this home and mull over it. That's what you do best, after all.
I love you. I don't know why, because you're a scheming bastard and the world's biggest prat (I feel like I'm back in Hogwarts, insulting you like this), but it's all right, because love is funny like that. It makes someone's bad qualities seem unimportant, and all the little quirks that you hate to love all the more special. And I know you know what I mean, because you love me too, even if you can't stand me sometimes.
Now that we've got our feelings out of the way (you'll notice that I did it for you, since I'm aware that you struggle with expressing yourself truthfully), it's time for you to decide what you're going to do next. You have a choice: divorce your wife, or... well, you know what the other option is. Astoria is a good person, and I won't have you lying to her. I know you don't want to, either.
That's it. Make up your mind. I'll be waiting for your decision, but I don't think I can wait forever it's been thirteen years already, and we're getting too old to keep dancing around each other.
Harry