Tatsuki initially felt her rage begin to build at the perverted girl's remarks. She then came to realize how depraved and desperate they were. She felt almost sad for the girl. She shook her head.
当龙贵刚听到那色情狂的评论时怒火似乎再度燃起，可她却马上意识到那些言的堕落和绝望之深。她几乎开始同情她，摇了摇头，欲言又止。
"You sick weirdo…" Tatsuki commented with a soft giggle as she grabbed her bag and stood up, turning away from the other. As Tatsuki stared once more back into the classroom she noticed that Chizuru looked a little relieved to be escaping a conversation with her unscathed.
“你这变态……”龙贵轻笑着吐槽，一边站起来抓起包离开另一人，而当她再次回首时，发现千鹤似乎看上去因毫发无损地结束了这次对话而松了一口气。
School was out now. Tatsuki was supposed to attend training with the karate team today but wasn't of a mood. As the star of the team she knew her coach wouldn't hesitate to let her have a day off if she asked. It might be a selfish request, but Tatsuki knew any training done today would be done halfheartedly. She supposed the coach much have noticed her slipping of late as well, for upon arriving at the karate team's dojo her request was allowed with even less fuss than she had imagined.
放学了。龙贵应该参加跆拳道社团的训练，可她不在状态，根本不在。作为社团的明星，她清楚她教练会毫不犹豫地准她的假。虽然可能有些自私，但是龙贵明白，今天的任何训练都注定无法全心全意地完成。到了柔道馆，她发现请假比想象中的还要容易，或许教练也发现了最近的她的下滑。
Tatsuki sighed as she began the walk back through the halls. She didn't know why she was so worked up over everything today... Actually she did know why she was, it was just the one thing she always denied herself. Chizuru's feelings for Orihime might have been more perverse in nature, but in truth they were almost identical to what Tatsuki truly though of her best friend.
走过大堂，龙贵又叹了一口气。她不明白今天弥漫在所有事情之间的自己的那一种迷惘的乏力、疲惫……事实上，她知道，但是她否认，对自己否认，她不承认或者不敢承认千鹤对于织姬的那些看上去似乎有悖常理的感情，实质上，几乎是和龙贵自己对她最好的朋友的一模一样的。
That's why being separated like this was hurting so much. Orihime wasn't just a best friend to Tatsuki. Orihime was her world, her obsession. Even if it lacked the cuddling, groping and petting of Chizuru and Orihime's relationship, Tatsuki knew it was no different.
这也是为什么和她分开是那么的伤痛。织姬对于龙贵绝不今是挚友，织姬是她的世界，让她上瘾，即便两人之间的关系缺少拥抱，缺少调情，缺少爱抚，但是龙贵却认为没有什么区别。
Orihime fascinated her. Orihime had long captured her heart. Since they first met, since Tatsuki first stood up to protect her, Orihime had been the target of her best friend's affection, her love. Tatsuki felt somewhat ashamed in remembering that what first motivated her to protect Orihime from bullies was the girl's beauty rather than any sense of justice.
织姬吸引她。一直以来织姬占有着她的心，自从她们第一次邂逅，自从她第一次起身护住她，她就一直是她喜爱的中心，就一直是她的挚爱。龙贵忆及当初她挺身而出保护织姬不被欺负时，多少有些羞愧 ，因为她记得，是她的美丽而非正义感鼓舞她那样做。


There was little that separated what Chizuru felt for Orihime and what Tatsuki did. Some might say that they were the same save for the fact that Chizuru was more open with her feelings. Tatsuki kept them inside. Despite her physical strength and skill Tatsuki was weak. Her insufferable shyness, her fear, the most intolerable mess of emotions, all prevented her from rising up and making stride toward what she sought.
千鹤对织姬的感情和龙贵的几乎没有什么区别，或许，只是前者更为开放，更擅长表达自己的情感，而龙贵却藏在心理。龙贵非常脆弱、她的羞涩、她的恐惧、以及她情感的混乱，自扰而难以忍受，使他无法努力向她内心深处所向往之所前进——即便她的身体那么强壮，亦即便她可以保护他人。
Chizuru might be called overbearing, perverted, or obtuse, but Tatsuki could only be called stupid. It was only someone stupid who would forcibly deny herself the thing she wanted most, hide it deep inside, try to wash it out of existence, only to let it somehow compact to new unbearable levels of intensity, where living without it became impossible. Yes, it was the clear marking of an idiot, or perhaps a masochist, either way Tatsuki had let it happen, and as Orihime continued to slip away from her, she felt the very real danger of her whole world suddenly imploding.
或许千鹤可以被称作为过分、放荡或是愚钝，可是龙贵只能被称作为愚蠢。唯愚蠢之人会强制否认自己内心最深处的愿想，把它埋葬，试图抹去它的存在，却将它愈演愈烈，终于成瘾，没有她已无法生活。是的，只有白痴，或者受虐狂会像龙贵那样做，但当织姬渐渐从她的生活中淡出，她才感到危险，觉得自己的世界似乎一下坍塌了。
Tatsuki looked up from her thoughts. She was outside Karakura High School now. Students still lingered about conversing with one another. Tatsuki found her eyes drift for the second time in what was a short while to the figure of Chizuru Honsho, who leaned against a tree, a morose look in her eyes.
龙贵从自己的思绪中回过神来，她已经走出了空座第一高中。依旧有学生闲逛着，和其他人闲扯着这个或是那个。龙视线在人群中飘荡，漫无目的，过了一会，她看见本匠千鹤斜倚着一颗树，眼神中散溢着忧郁。
Tatsuki approached her. Despite their rocky relationship, she didn't hate Chizuru. If anything she envied her. She truthfully identified with her, it was just that protecting Orihime came before everything else.
龙贵走近她。虽然两人平时关系有些摩擦，但是龙贵并不厌恶她，也不嫉妒她。她真心同情她，并愿意宗和她拳脚相加，可是保护织姬总是在第一位，而她又常常调戏。