我说我动摇了其实。然后皇上说：那我收回我之前所有说过的话。

2011.10.1
我问窄窄，我是否有留给你这样的印象让你觉得我喜欢你。
说实话是有一点 不过其实我是觉得你人挺好的 我没很自恋啊 就是直觉 不过就算只有1%的可能我也要试试
你直觉50%的准确率
恩 后半部分对了对吧
不是

他没有再问下去。
其实我是想说，之前对你是真的完全没有任何感觉，但是现在以及以后我自己也说不清。

It's buried deep within the past , i hope it doesn't last
　　It's something i already chased, i already chased
　　I try to give it all away, but it's never gonna fade
　　It's something i don't wanna face, i don't wanna face
　　I know you feel it's all the same, but I promise that i'll change
　　It's something i already chased, i already chased
　　You know i'm trying to believe that you're never gonna leave
　　It's something i don't wanna face, i don't wanna face
　　There's nothing left! The fear is gone
　　Oh, my heartstrings come undone
　　I will wait for you, pray for you
　　Before i make my final run I will stay with you, decay with you
　　I know i'm not the perfect one, the pain has just begun
　　It's something i already chased, i already chased
　　You bring me to a better path, it's everything i asked
　　It's something i don't wanna face, i don't wanna face
　　There's nothing left! The fear is gone
　　There's nothing left! The fear is gone
　　Oh, my heartstrings come undone
　　I will wait for you, pray for you
　　Before i make my final run I will stay with you, decay with you

你听听我现在听得歌吧 刚刚聊天的时候淘到的

My heartstrings come undone，I will wait for you，pray for you
Before i make my final run I will stay with you，decay with you

窄窄一直在状态上重复这两句话。没敢问是不是又给我发的。我自恋点自己默许吧

窄窄给我说了一堆乐队的名字。我把豆瓣挣shi了都找不到，好不容易有张专辑还是评论人数13。我瞬间感觉自己好无知啊有木有！！！

我高三是不可能谈的！！！

我才不会傻到告诉你其实我很动摇。。。

我决定什么都不做。即使很想，也完全克制不去找他。

我觉得这样会好 些。但是还是伤害了他啊。。。
如果你愿意 就当什么事都没发生过
的确是这种事情说什么都是伤害除非答应。

我总觉得我是第一句就说错了。
我不想给你发好人卡啊
估计是这句话刺痛了他。多腼腆多羞涩的一单纯娃啊。。。赐我一死吧