i drink black coffee to keep me wake , but i thought ,i also want to take a bottle of wine like rick to made me drunk to escape from the reality ,well ,i'm not rick ,i'am a idiot ,i am just a pretentious ,sensitive person, i am not suffer the pain like rick.my confuse is no big deal.

morning ,train my posturen and painted gothic makeup . today i try several times to find the right makeup before i go to the appointment .do i need buy new eye shadow? i don;t konw if i woukd do my media.so well , i am tired ask my mom if she still has time for her grm card .i need to exercise my back firs

i don't want to be the java programmer.i don't want to work ten years?15years? to long ,too suffer .want to do the career is more freedom .like tutoring class teather?i hate the chinese examination-oriented education,if i engage in this job , i become the accomplish
i hate ,but i have no choice
fuck the world

People like me will only become more and more cold-blooded. I am already an adult, and I still have to choose a way to live comfortable

my brother back to school ,actually i am at home lonely ,tomorrow i will go to nanshan library,he close the door ,the scene is like chandler and joey. i even thought i can back with him , i mean there i have friend? ok , here i have friend to, i just Nostalgia for that time