对自己产生了浓厚的厌恶情绪。

我恨无能为力的自己。
我恨义薄情重的人。
我恨无可奈何偏只能沉默的现状。
我恨我需要你。

To my dearest Kevin.
I've never thought of being a better one till I came across you.
So I'm gonna spare no effect to rush to the future where you are there and then,
be the very one who is unique and,indubitable.
please wait just a while.