http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMTkxMzIzMzU2.html《火炬木小组》第二季完结后,官方录制和播放了电台广播剧"Deadline",这个视频是Ianto在Jack昏迷时对Jack说的心里话,还有Jack最后对Ianto的回应的剪辑版。有英语原文。
They say you’re supposed to talk to people when they’re in a coma, don’t they? I have absolutely no idea whether you can hear me , Jack. I never heard of anybody come out of one and carry on the conversation… So I suspect it’s probably something the doctors tell us to do, to make us feel better, rather than help you. We don’t feel quite so useless and helpless. We get the feeling there’s still some sort of purpose in our lives, and not just waiting… waiting for the science to work, or the miracle to happen.. or the nightmare to end.
I’m not much of a talker, Jack. You know that. But I’ll talk to you now on the off-chance that it helps… Just promise me … if you’re hearing this, then when you come around- and you’re going to ,Jack. You gotta come out of this! Just promise me you’ll never bring up anything I say to you now. How’s that? We got a deal?
…This must be the longest I’ve ever looked at you and not seeing you smile… I’ve watched you in your sleep, did you know that? So many times, just woken up aside you in the middle of the night..and watched you… Watched your eyes moving behind your eyelids as you dreamed, and try to imagine a man like you can possibly dream about…. The things you’ve seen, the lives you’ve lived, the people you’ve loved… I wondered if you were dreaming about me. I hoped you were dreaming about me. But let’s be honest, Jack. I’m…um…nothing more than a blip in time for you. Every day, I grow a little older, but you’re immortal (Ianto sobbed). You’ve already lived a thousand lifetimes… How could you watch me grow old and die? How can I watch you live and never age a day? I suppose we both know it’ll never be a problem, not in this job… No one in torchwood ever lived to draw their pension, do they? (chuckled with unease)hmm… even if by some miracle I survived to see my hair turn grey –oh, god forbid for that… I don’t kid myself you’d still be around to see it. One day, you’ll go again, just like you did before… and this time you won’t be back(sobbed)… maybe that’s what you dreaming about those nights when I watch you sleeping, maybe that’s why even when you sleep, I see you smile….
But you haven’t gone yet ,Jack. I know that… I know you’re coming back to me..