反生命方程式又名安提来福，安提来福=loneliness寂寞 + alienation疏离 + fear恐惧 + despair绝望 + self-worth自我价值 ÷ mockery嘲笑 ÷ condemnation谴责 ÷ misunderstanding误解 x guilt内疚 x shame羞愧 x failure失败 x judgment审判 n=y where y=hope希望 and n=folly愚蠢, love爱=lies谎话, life生命=death死亡, self自我=dark side黑暗面