It was bittersweet. He was dying. He could feel it in his bones and everyday he knew that he was closer to the day where he took his last breath. He was scared.. But he had John. Would he have ever had this moment with John again if he hadn't been told he was dying? Would he still be working day and night, not having time for a life outside of being a lawyer?
"Will you be here when I wake up?" Alex smiled, leaning against John's shoulder. "Always." John whispered. "I love you.." "I love you more." Alex replied in more of a whisper. "Impossible." Alex fell asleep, and John couldn't help but watch his chest rise and fall with difficulty. John pressed his hand against his chest, feeling the beat of his heart. Maybe he would be alive when he woke up.. Maybe he wouldn't leave.
“I'm sorry that I came into your life only to leave, but I do not regret it. I know that may be selfish, but you've given me so much. I hope that you don't regret it either. I know it's hard to let me go, but I'll be okay. You will be okay.” “我很抱歉进入你的生活只因我要离开,但我并不后悔。” 我mark!我狠狠地mark!