i dreamed of swimming
freely happily in a small room
i felt i was so smart and light
while swimming
aside
still was that naughty teenager
who watched me with
a smile on his face.

i burried all the tulips in the earth.
looking forward to their beautiful flowers
which will bloom in the coming May
that will make me happy every day

never shout at your parents because they are so old that they are no longer with you

i dreamed of mom taking care of my son.
which made me cry
and i couldn get to sleep any more.
mom is really getting old.
i should ask my son to see her more
never take their words too seriously
its really time to take good care of them