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My life started with the mist, dense and somehow milky mist. In the mist I had been searching, feeling, trying to figure out a reason for my forlorn stay in this universe. I walked staggeringly, aimlessly in the omnipresent mist, never able to even see the dimmest hope in life. I killed, in my misty days, in order to survive. Survive, and thus keep searching.
我的生命开始在迷雾中——浓重的，略带乳白色的迷雾。在这样的迷雾里，我寻找着。为自己在这宇宙里孤独的存在，寻找一个理由。我踉跄地走，我无目的的走。在充斥着天地的雾气中，不曾见过哪怕是最黯淡的，一丝希望。在雾气弥漫的日子里，为了生存，我杀戮。生存，生存下来，然后继续寻找着。
My plain life reached its climax when I met him, his piano, and his azure eyes. I had my happiness, all the happiness I deserved in life, when I was alongside him. He endowed me emotions---smiles and tears. We smiled together, and I cried for him. That day in the rainy grave ground, I set my oath. To cry for him, I promised, no matter what. I shed tears from my eyes, but in his heart. In our days, I killed, so I can keep my oath to my love.
遇到他，我平淡得令人生厌的生活被颠覆了。因为他，他的钢琴，和他的蓝眼睛。在他身边的时候，我拥有了我的幸福，我一生应得的全部幸福。他赐予我情感——微笑和泪水。我和他一起微笑，我为他流泪。那天潮湿的墓地里，我深埋下我的誓言。为他哭泣，不论发生什么。我的眼睛里，会流出来自于他心里的，泪水。我们在一起的日子里，我杀戮，为了守住对爱的人的誓约。
Then, I lost him. I left him. I abandoned him. I betrayed him. Meanwhile, I gave away my soul, my spirit, my consciousness, my life. I was atrociously thrown back to the middle of the mist, by myself. Nevertheless, I had something to longing this time. I had something to lead me in the mist---not light, but darkness. It was pure darkness, bewitching darkness and pathetic darkness that guided me through. In those days, I killed, hoping someday I can save my love from an apathy world.
然后，我失去了他。我离开了他。我抛弃了他。我背叛了他。同时，我扔掉了我的灵魂，我的精神，我的感知，我的生命。我被我自己残酷地，丢回了那片迷雾中。但是，与过去不同，这一次，我有了可以渴望的东西。我有了可以在迷雾中指引我的东西——那不是光明，是黑暗。那是纯净的黑暗，魅惑的黑暗，也是悲哀的，黑暗。在那些是日子里，我杀戮，寄期冀于有一天，我可以带他离开，这个冷漠的世界。
我的生命开始在迷雾中——浓重的，略带乳白色的迷雾。在这样的迷雾里，我寻找着。为自己在这宇宙里孤独的存在，寻找一个理由。我踉跄地走，我无目的的走。在充斥着天地的雾气中，不曾见过哪怕是最黯淡的，一丝希望。在雾气弥漫的日子里，为了生存，我杀戮。生存，生存下来，然后继续寻找着。
My plain life reached its climax when I met him, his piano, and his azure eyes. I had my happiness, all the happiness I deserved in life, when I was alongside him. He endowed me emotions---smiles and tears. We smiled together, and I cried for him. That day in the rainy grave ground, I set my oath. To cry for him, I promised, no matter what. I shed tears from my eyes, but in his heart. In our days, I killed, so I can keep my oath to my love.
遇到他，我平淡得令人生厌的生活被颠覆了。因为他，他的钢琴，和他的蓝眼睛。在他身边的时候，我拥有了我的幸福，我一生应得的全部幸福。他赐予我情感——微笑和泪水。我和他一起微笑，我为他流泪。那天潮湿的墓地里，我深埋下我的誓言。为他哭泣，不论发生什么。我的眼睛里，会流出来自于他心里的，泪水。我们在一起的日子里，我杀戮，为了守住对爱的人的誓约。
Then, I lost him. I left him. I abandoned him. I betrayed him. Meanwhile, I gave away my soul, my spirit, my consciousness, my life. I was atrociously thrown back to the middle of the mist, by myself. Nevertheless, I had something to longing this time. I had something to lead me in the mist---not light, but darkness. It was pure darkness, bewitching darkness and pathetic darkness that guided me through. In those days, I killed, hoping someday I can save my love from an apathy world.
然后，我失去了他。我离开了他。我抛弃了他。我背叛了他。同时，我扔掉了我的灵魂，我的精神，我的感知，我的生命。我被我自己残酷地，丢回了那片迷雾中。但是，与过去不同，这一次，我有了可以渴望的东西。我有了可以在迷雾中指引我的东西——那不是光明，是黑暗。那是纯净的黑暗，魅惑的黑暗，也是悲哀的，黑暗。在那些是日子里，我杀戮，寄期冀于有一天，我可以带他离开，这个冷漠的世界。
I fought as if I was in-fatigable, until one day, I found him again, on the opposite way. My belief crashed, more fragilely than I ever had imagined. For the first time in my life，I actually heard the sound of dropping blood, the whisper of a fading life, the murmuring of last breath beside my ears. All my days of killing seemed horribly meaningless and meaninglessly horrible. The same faint yet firm voice echoed near my eardrum---I can’t kill him. I can’t kill him… During my days of overwhelming vacant, I stopped killing, standing there viewing my ephemeral life with him.
我战斗，好像永远不会疲倦一样。直到有一天，我重新找到了他，却发现他站在与我相反的道路上。我的信仰瞬间崩溃了，它脆弱得超乎想象。生命中的第一次，我如此真切的听见了血液滴落撞击地面的声音，生命轻轻逝去时的低语，还有猎物的最后一丝呼吸在我耳边的呢喃。我杀戮的那些日子，忽然显得这样可怕得无意义，而又无意义得如此可怕。同一种细弱但是坚定的声音反复敲击我的耳膜——我不能杀他，我不能杀他……日子里充满了难以忍受的空虚，我停止了杀戮，站在那里，只是单纯的回顾我和他在一起的日子。那些转瞬即逝的日子啊。
My eyes were sad, but dry. I failed to keep my promise.
我的眼睛哀伤，但是干燥没有泪水。我没能守住我的誓约。
Now, I am here, in the oceanic light. My eyes once again filled with his tears---those tears are for me. Only now can I understand the true belief of my life is and has always been belief itself. He has the same belief. We hold tightly our own religion and walked our own paths. No matter what come in the end, we will meet again. And that, that is enough. Here I am, waiting for him, just as once he had waited for me, waiting to once again stand in front of him and tell him one thing---I loved, and still love him.
现在，我在这里，在这海洋一般无边际的光亮中。我的眼睛又一次充满了他的泪水——他为我留的泪水。直到现在我才明白，我真正的信仰一直都是信仰本身。而他，也一样。我们紧抓着同一种信仰，走在各自的路上。不管最后会发生什么，我们总会在这里重逢。这样，这样就够了。我在这里，等他，就好像他曾经为我等待。我等待着，等待有一天我可以再一次地站在他面前，然后告诉他——我爱过，而且仍然爱他。
I spend my whole life waiting, making and keeping a promise to him.
我用尽我的一生，等待，承诺，然后坚持了对他的誓言。
我战斗，好像永远不会疲倦一样。直到有一天，我重新找到了他，却发现他站在与我相反的道路上。我的信仰瞬间崩溃了，它脆弱得超乎想象。生命中的第一次，我如此真切的听见了血液滴落撞击地面的声音，生命轻轻逝去时的低语，还有猎物的最后一丝呼吸在我耳边的呢喃。我杀戮的那些日子，忽然显得这样可怕得无意义，而又无意义得如此可怕。同一种细弱但是坚定的声音反复敲击我的耳膜——我不能杀他，我不能杀他……日子里充满了难以忍受的空虚，我停止了杀戮，站在那里，只是单纯的回顾我和他在一起的日子。那些转瞬即逝的日子啊。
My eyes were sad, but dry. I failed to keep my promise.
我的眼睛哀伤，但是干燥没有泪水。我没能守住我的誓约。
Now, I am here, in the oceanic light. My eyes once again filled with his tears---those tears are for me. Only now can I understand the true belief of my life is and has always been belief itself. He has the same belief. We hold tightly our own religion and walked our own paths. No matter what come in the end, we will meet again. And that, that is enough. Here I am, waiting for him, just as once he had waited for me, waiting to once again stand in front of him and tell him one thing---I loved, and still love him.
现在，我在这里，在这海洋一般无边际的光亮中。我的眼睛又一次充满了他的泪水——他为我留的泪水。直到现在我才明白，我真正的信仰一直都是信仰本身。而他，也一样。我们紧抓着同一种信仰，走在各自的路上。不管最后会发生什么，我们总会在这里重逢。这样，这样就够了。我在这里，等他，就好像他曾经为我等待。我等待着，等待有一天我可以再一次地站在他面前，然后告诉他——我爱过，而且仍然爱他。
I spend my whole life waiting, making and keeping a promise to him.
我用尽我的一生，等待，承诺，然后坚持了对他的誓言。
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