I remember you was conflicted
我记得你曾经十分抵触
Misusing your influence
关于滥用你的影响力这方面
Sometimes I did the same
有时我也有过同样的想法
Abusing my power, full of resentment
滥用权利 我十分厌恶
Resentment that turned into a deep depression
最后从憎恶转变成了沮丧
Found myself screaming in the hotel room
把我自己留在空房间里嘶吼
I didn't wanna self destruct
但我却不想自暴自弃
The evils of Lucy was all around me
总感觉撒旦总在我身旁
So I went running for answers
所以我一直为了寻求这些答案在日夜忙碌
Until I came home
直到我归家后
But that didn't stop survivor's guilt
但这丝毫也掩盖不了自己作为唯一幸存者的罪恶和内疚感
Going back and forth trying to convince myself the stripes I earned
如今的成就我一直想去靠自己的力量去说服自己让自己相信
Or maybe how A-1 my foundation was
或者是说我的主要动力到底是怎样存在的
But while my loved ones was fighting the continuous war back in the city
但我挚爱的人们却依旧在战火纷飞的城市中生存
I was entering a new one
而我却迈进了另一个崭新的世界
A war that was based on apartheid and discrimination
那种基于种族隔离和歧视的战争
Made me wanna go back to the city and tell the homies what I learned
驱使着我回到那片战火纷飞的土地去传道授业
The word was respect
我要传授的是“尊重”
Just because you wore a different gang colour than mine's
不同颜色帮派的纷争其实和尊重的思想已经背离
Doesn't mean I can't respect you as a black man
但这并不意味着我不尊重同为黑皮肤的你
Forgetting all the pain and hurt we caused each other in these streets
忘掉那些我们给彼此的疼痛和伤痕
If I respect you' we unify and stop the enemy from killing us
倘若我尊重你们 我们就能齐心协力共同抵抗敌军
But I don't know' I'm no mortal man' maybe I'm just another nigga
但我也搞不清楚 我并不是所谓的凡人 也许我只是凡人
Shit and that's all I wrote
草 我就写了这么多
I was gonna call it Another Nigga but' it ain't really a poem'
我本想把这首诗命名为“凡人”但这根本不算是真正的诗
I just felt like it's something you probably could relate to' Other than that'
我只是感觉我写的东西你能产生共鸣
https://www.bilibili.com/video/av3399002/#page=6