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久违的沉思录

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这次在机上十几个小时带的书是久违的《沉思录》
Be like a rocky promontory against which the restless surf continually pounds; it stands fast while the churning sea is lulled to sleep at its feet. I hear you say, "How unlucky that this should happen to me!" Not at all! Say instead, "How lucky that I am not broken by what has happened and am not afraid of what is about to happen. The same blow might have struck anyone, but not many would have absorbed it without capitulation or complaint."
Words that everyone once used are now obsolete, and so are the men whose names were once on everyone's lips: Camillus, Caeso, Volesus, Dentatus, and to a lesser degree Scipio and Cato, and yes, even Augustus, Hadrian, and Antoninus are less spoken of now than they were in their own days. For all things fade away, become the stuff of legend, and are soon buried in oblivion. Mind you, this is true only for those who blazed once like bright stars in the firmament, but for the rest, as soon as a few clods of earth cover their corpses, they are 'out of sight, out of mind.' In the end, what would you gain from everlasting remembrance? Absolutely nothing. So what is left worth living for? This alone: justice in thought, goodness in action, speech that cannot deceive, and a disposition glad of whatever comes, welcoming it as necessary, as familiar, as flowing from the same source and fountain as yourself.
多年以前,我还做过摘录金句的事情,想想真是青春的记忆~ http://tieba.baidu.com/p/115802407
这本书其实很不符合我的性格:在公共领域,要做个好的康德主义者,追求人类的Enterprise;在私人领域,则高度审美化并坚信悲剧哲学,最倾心的是“唯美气质,狂飙性格与浪漫情怀”…
然而,我依旧无比热爱这部沉思录,在机上一个人读到热泪盈眶。甜美、忧郁而高贵的自言自语,来自将近2,000多年前的文字,却如此令人感到熟悉与慰藉
人生多少痛苦。即使是艺术与自然之美、爱与忠实的情感,也无法完全驱散一切暗影。然而拿起沉思录读上三四页,灵魂仿佛一瞬间获得了自由,即使这自由不过是一种美好的幻影…下一刻,又要为生命中的困局寻求答案,不断探索与努力
这是一部无法常读、久读的书,然而一旦拿起来,文字却美得令人流泪


IP属地:陕西1楼2018-01-10 10:20回复
    总有时会感到像是已经活了很久很久……
    人生的际遇起伏,少有机关之神的帮助,更没有家庭的支持(如果不是给我负担的话),永远只是孤独的信仰的骑士而已。从小以“不给人添麻烦”的方式活下来,大概对他者的唯一一点要求也只是“不要给我添麻烦”而已。因此,最有效也最笨拙的自我保护大概就是保持独立与孤立
    即使现在,可以用钱解决的问题,用钱解决。因为不期待收到任何帮助
    大概很早就知道寻求理解的无意义,更无意融合进任何“主流”,因为音乐、书籍与海洋,远比无趣的人类更加吸引我。在这个时点,我已经知道自己有多么好,也有多么不好。摆清自己的位置,也就避免了不少浪费在“人”上的无意义的时间
    似乎外表还没有太多磨损的痕迹,但是内心其实已经很平静了。人生五十年,如梦又似幻。一度得生者,岂有不灭者乎。如果说从十五岁以来每年当做两年来活,那么今年似乎正好四十九岁~
    仍然会留恋这片温暖的没有回忆的海洋,留恋那些美好的音乐,留恋爱与爱人…即使一切都会消失,而我也会消失,但正是这些我所爱的东西塑造了我
    总有时想要睡去,在薄暮时……
    從前,我們甘願
    牽手同行,齊感歡欣;
    現在讓我們歇息吧—
    因為我們一直在寂靜之境徘徊。
    山谷越靠越近;
    天色已漸沉;
    只剩一對翱翔的百靈鳥,
    黃昏時分,沉醉於夢中。
    靠過來呀,讓百靈鳥到處飛;
    就寢的時候快到了;
    別讓我們迷路
    迷失在這荒涼之地。
    廣闊寧靜的和平啊!
    日暮之時,多深刻的和平。
    我們徘徘徊徊的,多累—
    可能這就是死亡?


    IP属地:陕西2楼2018-02-09 18:07
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