Listening to his last album; I am breaking with heartache, because, as I listen, I realize that this last album was his suicide note to us all. He wasn't just a part of my childhood or someone who played in the background as I grew up. Chester helped so many of us find the strength to keep going when all we wanted to do was give up. I forgive Chester, because even though nobody could save him, he saved so many of us. I'm just sorry he couldn't go on with us.