Hi everyone,I hate when somebody make jokes about eating disorder.Personally I have been struggling with bulimia for a pretty long time since everyone is telling me that you are simply too fat,look at your thing,your belly,your face.Every time when you feel like eating something,maybe just a slice of pizza.And when you start to calculate the calories,the carbs,the"body weight wanna be".Standing in the mirror hating yourself for being a fattie.The purging process it so painful,with acid burning your throat consistently.You know it's unhealthy and you know it's gonna ruin you someday.But you just can't get away from it.The vulnerability,the fat shamming,they will not go away.One day you gathered all your courage and told your friends that you got eating disorder and they would be like"Oh you're too fat to have an eating disorder"And you can't stop crumbling down.