my dearest roommate will leave tmr
really depressed to face the fact that i would be the only person in the room
the only person
everyday doing the repeated and boring work in CCB
i wouldn't see any value in it
wasting so much time in community
have no one to talk with
have no one to love
life is always painful and hopeless

i know it is so awful to look at life in such a pessimistic way
but when all this come around me
i just like this
oh come on

since i think that no one but myself would come to here
i may say what is in my heart ,in my brain without any worries
hope here to be my secret garden at least in this summer
please god save me