有一种落差是，你配不上自己的野心，也辜负了所受的苦难

There is a sharp contrast in the ambition which you have already failed to fulfill and the sufferings that you have betrayed now.

有一种落差是，你配不上自己的野心，也辜负了所受的苦难
There's a kind of gap betwwen the ambitions that you don't deserve and the tribulations that you waste.

There is a sharp contrast in which you failed to fulfill your ambition and for which you had ever gone through all sufferings but now have betrayed them.

这个算是对你这个句子的深层次的理解了，如果这样的翻译你的老师还不能满意，我就不好再说什么了。
不过不能理解的就是为什么要翻译这些稀奇古怪的东西，对你们的英语水平有什么帮助？