一直是这样 
怀疑亲情友情爱情 
总以为热情应藏着索取 

温暖夹杂着伤害 


一直是这样 
害怕拥有 享受 失去 
总以为相聚意味着分离 
拥有紧接着失去 

生活被我简化成一场游戏 
步步艰辛 
从不相信奇遇 
却一再肯定陷阱 

抗拒爱 放弃幸福  抛弃美好 
原来 
我一直是这样 
生活美满  且百毒不侵 
                                                                                 





                                                            无话可说 
                                                                                                                                             +—幻蓝