I'm always in a bad mood since nightmares came back a couple of days ago,everytime I woke up,i can feel nothing but lonely and painful.

i am so sensitive that almost every little thing can remind me of the sorrowful past days.

有些话，始终不敢说出来，然而生闷气，嫉妒或是懊恼恐惧，所以现在这样孤独，孤独得都快要疯了。

前几天很久没联系的朋友【应该算是朋友吧】找我聊天，虽然可能他并不是真正的关心我，但是还是有些感动，因为不得不说，在某些时候还是会想起他的，会想着为什么这么久都没找我聊天了，其实我也很久也没主动找他聊过了。

有些事情，真的过后好久才能明白，然而还能怎样，i think I have lost the capability of loving someone.

if you were the one who i truly cared about at that time,then maybe i would not so terriblely depise myself now.

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