It's been a while. I don't know how to say, I don't know how to explain, I just know it's really a painful feeling. Anyway, I should learn how to stop. It's not a long way, I can't always just doing these kind of bad things, I can't always having these kind of bad feelings, I can't always pretending as I never care. I need to find way being myself. I should forget all the bad stuff, forget all the wrong people, just delete this kind of feeling, keep distance maybe will better. So, Yes or No.