Yours & Mine
Zane put the last dish away, dried his hands, and shut off the kitchen light. The living room was anything but dark, though, with the ambient light from the crackling fire and the colored lights on the tree. It made for a pretty picture, one Zane would never have expected to have: a home for the holidays with his lover and nothing hanging over his head. It was an incredible feeling.
He padded over to the stairs in his socks, plucking at his loose sweatpants. “Are you coming back down here or am I turning off the tree?”
“Don’t turn it off,” Ty called down. Zane could hear him walking around above him, and soon Ty came thumping down the steps. He wore reindeer socks and a pair of flannel pajama bottoms with Santa Clauses and candy canes all over them. This was their first real Christmas together, since they’d spent the last one on board a cruise ship in the brig. Zane had known that Ty enjoyed the holidays, but he’d been shocked to see just how much Ty loved Christmas.
“Since we’re leaving in the morning,” Ty said as he came downstairs, “I thought tonight would be a good night to do our gifts to each other.”
“Okay,” Zane said as he tried not to laugh at Ty’s pajama pants like he had the first five times he saw them. Yet again, he wasn’t really successful. “I thought about getting you flannel pajamas,” he said, snapping the elastic of the waistband at the small of Ty’s back as he walked by. “But then I saw these, and I knew I would never top them.”
“Grinch,” Ty said as he went to the refrigerator and grabbed one of the plastic water bottles he kept beside it on the counter. He moved back toward Zane and stepped closer, kissing him before he strolled into the living room.
Zane followed right behind him, and when Ty stopped, Zane slid his arms around Ty’s waist and hugged him from behind.
Zane had really enjoyed the holidays this year. It had started the first day of October when Zane had come home from the gym to find Ty hanging off the roof of the rowhouse three stories up, putting up Halloween decorations. Thanksgiving had been low key, a short trip to Philadelphia to visit with Deuce, Livi, and Amelia. And Zane wasn’t sure why he’d been surprised to come home from a long day at work to find Ty dragging Christmas decorations down on Black Friday.
Between the heady feeling of impending Christmas, the high they still seemed to be floating on since they’d gone months without almost dying, Ty’s open affection when it was just them at home, and the piles of snow outside, Zane couldn’t think of anything to improve the holidays.
Ty reached around to pat Zane’s hip, and he laughed as he turned his head to look back at him. He pointed toward the tree. Under it was an array of presents, mostly for Ty’s family. There was a small box wrapped in different paper, though, and it sat atop one of the larger ones.
“I ran out of the sparkly paper,” Ty told him with a grin. “Figured you’d appreciate one that didn’t shed on you anyway.”
“I don’t know. Getting all the glitter off ends up being pretty fun,” Zane said. He pressed his lips to Ty’s bare shoulder. “Your present is the larger of the two blue ones.”
“We talked about the limitations on these things, right?” Ty asked uneasily.
“Yes, baby, we did,” Zane said before kissing behind his ear. Ty wasn’t uncomfortable with the fact that Zane was very well off financially, but he was uncomfortable when Zane spent money on him. Zane really didn’t care about how much money he had, and he cared even less about how much of it he spent if he thought it was something Ty would like. But he’d kept that firmly in mind when he came up with Ty’s gift.
Ty petted his cheek before moving toward the tree. He bent and pulled the two presents out, setting them in the middle of the floor before sitting cross-legged near the fire. “Come sit.”
Zane laughed but joined him on the floor, sitting on the other side of the presents. “All right, Blitzen. Open your present.”
Ty narrowed his eyes, but he reached for the present and turned it over carefully to slide his finger under the tape. For someone who seemed to have a lot of little kid in him at Christmas-time, he was excruciatingly careful with opening the present. The box was light, only about as big as a standard shirt-size box, and the paper was a plain blue with white snowflakes and a cheap stick-on ribbon. Zane felt a moment of nerves, more than he’d felt when he’d given Ty the compass pendant that hung at his neck.
Ty set the paper aside and gave Zane one last look before pulling the top off the box. When he pushed aside the white tissue paper, the firelight reflected off the shiny purple fabric of a shirt that was trimmed in black at the collar. Numbers were on each shoulder, and when Ty held up the Baltimore Ravens jersey, there was a 12 on the front too.
Ty held it up and grinned widely. “Hey!” He turned it over to look at the back and laughed when he saw the name stitched into it. “Bulldog.” A nickname most everyone at the Bureau had used for him, and one Zane loved dearly.
Ty’s eyes shone almost green in the firelight. “Thank you, darlin’,” he said as he crawled closer to kiss Zane.
Zane ran his hand through Ty’s hair while he was close. “I’m glad you like it.”
“My other one is more gray than purple now, so it’s perfect,” Ty told him as he held the jersey up again. He folded it neatly and placed it on his knee; then he looked up at Zane with a nervous smile.
Zane reached out to touch his cheek, smiling at him, before he picked up the smaller package, maybe the size of a coffee mug in a box, and poked at the shiny ribbon Ty had wrapped around it before he found a seam and tore the tape to remove it.
But Ty wrapped a present like he made a bed, with the precision and care of a Marine. It wasn’t possible to open it without tearing it. With a wry glance up at Ty, Zane started pulling at the paper and tore it along the side, trying to find the end that was folded inside somewhere so he could get to the box. After a few more rips the paper finally pulled loose, and Zane held a hinged box in hand. It was sturdy, solid wood and stained deep ebony. There were no markings on it. Zane ran his fingers across the top of the smooth wood and then opened it, tilting the box toward the fireplace so he could see what was inside.
Resting in a cradle within the box was a high-end Tag Hauer wristwatch. It was simple, with a black face and black leather band set off by a chrome casing.
Zane stared down at it for a couple moments. “Wow,” he said faintly before he looked up at Ty.
Ty gave him a jaunty grin. “Try it on.”
Zane lifted the box again and slid it off the fitted cradle. He set the box in his lap and turned the watch over in his hand to unfasten it. The firelight glinted off the stainless steel underside of the watch. Zane frowned when he thought he saw a scratch on it, so he unfastened the small buckle and folded open the band to look.
It wasn’t a scratch. The back of the watch was engraved.
Yours.
Zane’s breath caught along with the stutter-step of his heart. “I love it,” he managed to say.
“Good. Engraving makes it non-returnable.”
Zane shook his head and snorted as he set the watch and box aside. He leaned forward, clasped the back of Ty’s neck with one hand, and pulled him close for a long, slow kiss. Ty smiled against his lips, obviously relieved that Zane was pleased.
Wanting Ty closer, Zane pulled back just enough to snake his arms around Ty’s torso, and he dragged Ty through the torn up paper and into his lap. Ty didn’t even put up a token struggle like he might usually. He climbed over him, staying on his knees and straddling Zane’s thighs, putting both hands on Zane’s shoulders as he kissed him. Zane pulled him close, fingers gripping warm skin as their mouths slid and caught and Zane tipped his head back, more than happy to give in to Ty’s attentions.
Ty’s hands slid into his hair and the goatee scratched at his chin and lips as they kissed. Ty pulled back long enough to look down at Zane and give him a self-conscious smile. “I mean what it says. With everything I am.”
Zane stared up at him, entranced. “That means more to me than any gift,” he whispered.
Ty’s smile widened into one of his signature grins, and he bent his head to kiss Zane again, taking his time with it. It stirred the warmth inside Zane and he felt his skin heating with each stroke of Ty’s tongue against his. When their mouths parted, Zane whispered, “I want you.”
Ty breathing was harsh as he nodded. “We have got to start stashing lube down here,” he said with feeling before kissing Zane hungrily.
Lips giving under his lover’s, Zane moaned and dragged his hands down Ty’s back to grasp his waist. “Kitchen drawer with the paper and pens,” he panted when Ty finally let him breathe. “I brought it down here after the last time we got caught on the stairs.”
Ty pulled back and looked down at him. “Really? Well hell, go get it,” he said as he climbed off Zane and began yanking off his reindeer socks.
Zane put the last dish away, dried his hands, and shut off the kitchen light. The living room was anything but dark, though, with the ambient light from the crackling fire and the colored lights on the tree. It made for a pretty picture, one Zane would never have expected to have: a home for the holidays with his lover and nothing hanging over his head. It was an incredible feeling.
He padded over to the stairs in his socks, plucking at his loose sweatpants. “Are you coming back down here or am I turning off the tree?”
“Don’t turn it off,” Ty called down. Zane could hear him walking around above him, and soon Ty came thumping down the steps. He wore reindeer socks and a pair of flannel pajama bottoms with Santa Clauses and candy canes all over them. This was their first real Christmas together, since they’d spent the last one on board a cruise ship in the brig. Zane had known that Ty enjoyed the holidays, but he’d been shocked to see just how much Ty loved Christmas.
“Since we’re leaving in the morning,” Ty said as he came downstairs, “I thought tonight would be a good night to do our gifts to each other.”
“Okay,” Zane said as he tried not to laugh at Ty’s pajama pants like he had the first five times he saw them. Yet again, he wasn’t really successful. “I thought about getting you flannel pajamas,” he said, snapping the elastic of the waistband at the small of Ty’s back as he walked by. “But then I saw these, and I knew I would never top them.”
“Grinch,” Ty said as he went to the refrigerator and grabbed one of the plastic water bottles he kept beside it on the counter. He moved back toward Zane and stepped closer, kissing him before he strolled into the living room.
Zane followed right behind him, and when Ty stopped, Zane slid his arms around Ty’s waist and hugged him from behind.
Zane had really enjoyed the holidays this year. It had started the first day of October when Zane had come home from the gym to find Ty hanging off the roof of the rowhouse three stories up, putting up Halloween decorations. Thanksgiving had been low key, a short trip to Philadelphia to visit with Deuce, Livi, and Amelia. And Zane wasn’t sure why he’d been surprised to come home from a long day at work to find Ty dragging Christmas decorations down on Black Friday.
Between the heady feeling of impending Christmas, the high they still seemed to be floating on since they’d gone months without almost dying, Ty’s open affection when it was just them at home, and the piles of snow outside, Zane couldn’t think of anything to improve the holidays.
Ty reached around to pat Zane’s hip, and he laughed as he turned his head to look back at him. He pointed toward the tree. Under it was an array of presents, mostly for Ty’s family. There was a small box wrapped in different paper, though, and it sat atop one of the larger ones.
“I ran out of the sparkly paper,” Ty told him with a grin. “Figured you’d appreciate one that didn’t shed on you anyway.”
“I don’t know. Getting all the glitter off ends up being pretty fun,” Zane said. He pressed his lips to Ty’s bare shoulder. “Your present is the larger of the two blue ones.”
“We talked about the limitations on these things, right?” Ty asked uneasily.
“Yes, baby, we did,” Zane said before kissing behind his ear. Ty wasn’t uncomfortable with the fact that Zane was very well off financially, but he was uncomfortable when Zane spent money on him. Zane really didn’t care about how much money he had, and he cared even less about how much of it he spent if he thought it was something Ty would like. But he’d kept that firmly in mind when he came up with Ty’s gift.
Ty petted his cheek before moving toward the tree. He bent and pulled the two presents out, setting them in the middle of the floor before sitting cross-legged near the fire. “Come sit.”
Zane laughed but joined him on the floor, sitting on the other side of the presents. “All right, Blitzen. Open your present.”
Ty narrowed his eyes, but he reached for the present and turned it over carefully to slide his finger under the tape. For someone who seemed to have a lot of little kid in him at Christmas-time, he was excruciatingly careful with opening the present. The box was light, only about as big as a standard shirt-size box, and the paper was a plain blue with white snowflakes and a cheap stick-on ribbon. Zane felt a moment of nerves, more than he’d felt when he’d given Ty the compass pendant that hung at his neck.
Ty set the paper aside and gave Zane one last look before pulling the top off the box. When he pushed aside the white tissue paper, the firelight reflected off the shiny purple fabric of a shirt that was trimmed in black at the collar. Numbers were on each shoulder, and when Ty held up the Baltimore Ravens jersey, there was a 12 on the front too.
Ty held it up and grinned widely. “Hey!” He turned it over to look at the back and laughed when he saw the name stitched into it. “Bulldog.” A nickname most everyone at the Bureau had used for him, and one Zane loved dearly.
Ty’s eyes shone almost green in the firelight. “Thank you, darlin’,” he said as he crawled closer to kiss Zane.
Zane ran his hand through Ty’s hair while he was close. “I’m glad you like it.”
“My other one is more gray than purple now, so it’s perfect,” Ty told him as he held the jersey up again. He folded it neatly and placed it on his knee; then he looked up at Zane with a nervous smile.
Zane reached out to touch his cheek, smiling at him, before he picked up the smaller package, maybe the size of a coffee mug in a box, and poked at the shiny ribbon Ty had wrapped around it before he found a seam and tore the tape to remove it.
But Ty wrapped a present like he made a bed, with the precision and care of a Marine. It wasn’t possible to open it without tearing it. With a wry glance up at Ty, Zane started pulling at the paper and tore it along the side, trying to find the end that was folded inside somewhere so he could get to the box. After a few more rips the paper finally pulled loose, and Zane held a hinged box in hand. It was sturdy, solid wood and stained deep ebony. There were no markings on it. Zane ran his fingers across the top of the smooth wood and then opened it, tilting the box toward the fireplace so he could see what was inside.
Resting in a cradle within the box was a high-end Tag Hauer wristwatch. It was simple, with a black face and black leather band set off by a chrome casing.
Zane stared down at it for a couple moments. “Wow,” he said faintly before he looked up at Ty.
Ty gave him a jaunty grin. “Try it on.”
Zane lifted the box again and slid it off the fitted cradle. He set the box in his lap and turned the watch over in his hand to unfasten it. The firelight glinted off the stainless steel underside of the watch. Zane frowned when he thought he saw a scratch on it, so he unfastened the small buckle and folded open the band to look.
It wasn’t a scratch. The back of the watch was engraved.
Yours.
Zane’s breath caught along with the stutter-step of his heart. “I love it,” he managed to say.
“Good. Engraving makes it non-returnable.”
Zane shook his head and snorted as he set the watch and box aside. He leaned forward, clasped the back of Ty’s neck with one hand, and pulled him close for a long, slow kiss. Ty smiled against his lips, obviously relieved that Zane was pleased.
Wanting Ty closer, Zane pulled back just enough to snake his arms around Ty’s torso, and he dragged Ty through the torn up paper and into his lap. Ty didn’t even put up a token struggle like he might usually. He climbed over him, staying on his knees and straddling Zane’s thighs, putting both hands on Zane’s shoulders as he kissed him. Zane pulled him close, fingers gripping warm skin as their mouths slid and caught and Zane tipped his head back, more than happy to give in to Ty’s attentions.
Ty’s hands slid into his hair and the goatee scratched at his chin and lips as they kissed. Ty pulled back long enough to look down at Zane and give him a self-conscious smile. “I mean what it says. With everything I am.”
Zane stared up at him, entranced. “That means more to me than any gift,” he whispered.
Ty’s smile widened into one of his signature grins, and he bent his head to kiss Zane again, taking his time with it. It stirred the warmth inside Zane and he felt his skin heating with each stroke of Ty’s tongue against his. When their mouths parted, Zane whispered, “I want you.”
Ty breathing was harsh as he nodded. “We have got to start stashing lube down here,” he said with feeling before kissing Zane hungrily.
Lips giving under his lover’s, Zane moaned and dragged his hands down Ty’s back to grasp his waist. “Kitchen drawer with the paper and pens,” he panted when Ty finally let him breathe. “I brought it down here after the last time we got caught on the stairs.”
Ty pulled back and looked down at him. “Really? Well hell, go get it,” he said as he climbed off Zane and began yanking off his reindeer socks.