婊子收起你的虚情假意我不稀罕

姑娘你要过的很好气死那些在背后看你笑话的狗你要过的不好怎对得起在背后看你笑话的狗呢？

I will not make the same mistakes that yo u did I will not let myself cause my heart so mu ch misery I will not break the way you did You fell so hard I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it o ut I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your e yes I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh Every day of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry Every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known

我会尽最大的努力忘记很多事

Because of you 因为你
I find it hard to trust not only me, but e veryone around me 我发现很难去相信自己以及所有在我身边 的人
Because of you 因为你
I am afraid 我害怕
I lose my way 我迷失方向
And it s not too long before you point it out 在你指出问题的不久前
I cannot cry 我不能哭
Because you know that s weakness in y our eyes 因为你知道我的弱点
I m forced to fake 我被迫去伪装
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life 微笑.大笑,在我的生命当中的每一天
My heart can't possibly break 我的心不可能碎
When it wasn't even whole to start with 甚至当它一开始就不是完整的

坚强像谎言一样，不过是一种伪装

微笑像谎言一样，是最起码的假装

十四岁，一个懵懂的年纪。开始知道爱，开始想了解爱，开始学会一个人，开始知道身边的朋友并不都是真心对你好的，开始习惯身边没人陪，开始习惯没人说话，开始觉得孤独也是一种享受，开始学会说谎，开始学会伪装，开始学会独自一人吃饭，开始不再依赖，开始想要逃离，开始心理藏很多心事，开始学会宽容，开始觉得真的没意思，开始……
每一天都是新开始，但回忆一直在心间

这段时间，我伤心过，难受过，坚强过，心痛过，后悔过，开心过，笑过，哭过，怀念过，消失过，无助过，彷徨过……
不管怎样，依然精彩

怀念以前的自己

很多人打着朋友的幌子说尽了难听的话，当面一套没吼一套，用你是阿谀奉承，用不上的时候什么狗屁话都会放屁放出来，你说你累不累啊，我看着都累了，当双面人当墙头草当的真嗨啊，祝你嗨到绝望孤独终老

迎面扑来一大群人 而我一个人逆着人潮走 这种时候真感觉孤单又脆弱啊

初三了，该放下的应试着放下，是该努力了，虽然刚开学，但紧迫感扑面而来，应该奋斗了，用三年换三天

那些瞧不起我的人，我会让你们后悔低估我

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