A sense of free comes back to me once again. We ended up in peace, but thats the result i struggled for two hours.

I felt a little sorry of him, but p 3 said i didnt need to be that. Relationship is about two sides, he is not suitable for u, u have the born right to decide whether to stay or leave.

Afterall, the key is u have to stay with the person who can make both of u happy, and when u r staying with him, u never feel bored or melancholic or burdened.

We fell in for the first sight, we broke up for moving so fast that he wanted to own me as his own. All I want is just stand by you, and never lose myself at the meanwhile.

All of this is just like a dream, the three days in the dessert changed me a lot, i became stronger both mentally and physically. In another words, i found the inner strength that had been hiding all the time. Now that I can live causaly as i wish,why do i need another one to get involved in my life and interfere my original routine ？

That is to say, i finally find i dont need a boyfriend, cause surely i can deal with everything all alone.