I don't know when, something happen so we are not so close as what we used to be . Maybe it's my fault , but I do think that the punishment is enough. I can't bear no more. Everyone has his or her bearing capacity, maybe we have come to the top. The worst thing is that we are internecine which we don't hope for. I feel so sorry but I can't stand it anymore. You know every girl is capricious unless she was raised up in a specious enviroment or something ever happened to her. Do you hope I just become grim and cold blood? Or just like a robert who is rational but don't have any emotion? I feel that the tension and sadness are srouding me since you angried at me last time. Do you know that you are the person who is seldom angry but once you are angry it just like the doomsday is coming? At least, as for me, it's like that, badly. Maybe you think that I'm easy to get angry. But have you ever known that I'm easily to forgive everyone except someone you know. I don't know how to say about that , I know I should assume most of the responsibilities about everything happend recently. But just as what I have said, the punishment is enough, even more than I can bear.Don't breake me down one more time.Please. I beg you not to ......Sincerely......