Dear diary: My feeling seemed not very common today. I felt a little bit nervous,still now. There's no experience for me to deal with this kind of thing. I knew myself clearly with this "cannot control"problem since I was young,but it had been stronger when I noticed again by accident. I don't know whether I was normal or not. Or I was just like the kind of person who usually hint themselves like a psychopath. I was really crazy about this. Hope a good day next. PS:There must be so many mistakes,just ignore it.