我说我很高兴没有失信。
我不是第一个离开的。
可是，请你别忘记我。
I broke mine. so, you didn't do anything wrong. The blame is on me,I am too difficult.
是这段感情太困难，就像我每天等你的讯息一样，太困难。别忘记我，记得保存我的信:)
Ele...... I won't. I am just sorry for hurting you. I will always keep your letters. I will not forget you but I can't seem to find myself believing in us anymore.
我说，其实我最近正在写我们的故事，看来它需要一个结尾了。:)

楼主，我不知道要和你说些什么，我一直潜水看着你发的那些幸福的帖子，而现在我就好像看到一篇bad ending的小说一样难过，anyway我一直都不知道怎么安慰别人，楼主不要伤心，如果他真的是变心了的话，你值得拥有更好的，真的 !

I am sorry, you would be happier with one of your classmates.
I never cheated on you. I just lost my faith...I am not seeing anyone. Eleana, I am the worst guy ever. I am afraid of many things. I am sorry I wasn't strong. The more I began to lose faith, the more I talked to you less. I made promises and I broke them. I don't deserve anyone. I especially don't deserve you. I have hurt you so much.
:)真的有值不值得吗，还是爱不爱。

I don't think I can make it but I'll try.:) But I dont think i can find someone in my class.
I can't.. I can't...
你或许会吧，那就祝福你了。

为什么。。。

你说: Don't give up on love Ele. you're the most loyalist girl I have ever known and you gave your all to me.
可是the most loyalist girl却不会再和她喜欢的人在一起。
-I will regret breaking up with you. I just don't want to fool you any longer with my indecisive ways.
只有fool才会被fool，怎奈我才是那个彻头彻尾的fool.不过也好，至少不会再被你优柔寡断的态度牵绊。

-And you deserve happiness too.
More than me.
Much more than me....
Lot more than me.
可是你不懂啊，我的幸福刚刚已经离开我了。
-I will always end up alone.
不，你不会的。
-I am sorry.I hope happiness finds you again.
经过前几天的阴雨天，今天终于是个阳光明媚的日子。:)我怎么会这么背。

tenten 宝贝 阳光正好

I lost my love for you but I still will always care deeply about your happiness. you helped me with my sadness. I can always try being there as a friend as long as you want. you should find a better boyfriend.
不是现在吧，我还需要成长一点。
Of course. bye... Eleana. try talking to me after you've found someone.
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Go and find your happiness.
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Farewell

Be sure to send me some messages when you miss your old friend Eleana. send me anything ,work or weather. Goodbye.:) Take care and be confident.and dont hurt another girl you love.
2013 3 9- 2014 5 12
再见。

我不喜欢这样的结局

我也不喜欢

:)谢谢你能来看我的帖子，很遗憾不能带给大家一个happy ending，也很遗憾不能再将故事写长一点。其实不用安慰我，我不怪他，因为我知道这有多难。他没有爱上别人，他只是不想再继续了。就像他说的，他已经失去faith.而一旦一段感情失去了信念，还有什么能支撑呢。
我也知道让他一直等我这个小姑娘太不公平，他应该有属于自己的American life。他应该去寻找生活里的女孩，安定下来，一起工作几年，然后组建家庭。我对于他年龄太小，我能理解他看不到我与他未来的那种绝望。既然未来的影子这么渺茫，除非有莫大的勇气，否则也是会因胆怯而畏缩吧。

tenten以后会遇到自己的幸福的，只是时间没到而已，我今天以为一些东西也很不开心，心有点冷！