Let it away from your life.You must appreciated about what has happened recently,because it rescued you from the nightmare.I known that the pay for you was much more higher than you expexted,but to came over it was a nice thing despite that you fall down aganin.And this one maybe more tough than anyone else in your life.
It that called the cycle?I mean that something I did before came to met me.I feel so disppointed to myself.There must be a better way to solve,time has magic,it can let everything go.But you indulged the instinct,let it controled your mind and did the things that can only hurt yourselfs.
What a stupied girl.
Just let it go,you always own the capbility to make everything mad.