大小

不教也没办法。只能自己去厚着脸皮学了。

最近又陷入自我否定的循环中。什么能治疗一下……

权衡一下现在最重要的是什么。看不进去也要死命看。

路过！

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加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油加油
　　　　------In days of peace,in nights of war.
净土朗朗，战海茫茫；
Obey the laws forever more.
纪律王法，恪守至亡；
Misconduct must be answered for.
逾矩越轨，对簿公堂；
Swear us the Chosen - the Alpha Corps!
宣誓吾前，至尊神光

[00:00.00]对的错
[00:09.17]
[00:12.40]原曲：GARNET CROW - 梦みたあとで
[00:15.60]填词：SuiinSuiyuan
[00:18.81]原唱：冰山火种
[00:21.97]翻唱：沙拉莹
[00:25.16]
[00:27.10]是不是善意的谎我对你说过太多？
[00:32.64]或许欺骗来自灵魂深处不确知的软弱
[00:39.88]我知道这从来不是你需要的温柔
[00:45.29]想到你可能难过还是会舍不得
[00:51.14]
[00:51.51]难怪人们怀念那个时刻，初见那个时刻
[00:57.90]不需要语言，我们就能懂得
[01:03.56]
[01:05.48]最后一朵完美泡沫
[01:11.89]最后一盏虚浮灯火
[01:18.24]最后一座海市蜃楼自星空跌落
[01:23.49]最后的你为什么，还坚持最初的错？
[01:31.15]
[01:31.55]天涯海角都是错，分离是谁想要的结果？
[01:37.90]你看我一眼，我还你一生，谁少谁多？
[01:43.52]只是当时对视的忐忑，多年后依然留在心中
[01:51.08]原来爱情，值得一错再错
[01:57.92]
[02:23.95]也希望有个满足你所有心意的我
[02:29.33]实现你期冀的梦让你忘却漂泊
[02:35.21]
[02:35.60]所以人们等待那个时刻，拥抱那个时刻
[02:41.95]不需要誓言，我们就能快乐
[02:47.58]
[02:49.47]最初一张倒置塔罗
[02:55.94]最初一条应许长河
[03:02.35]最初一位夕阳公主流着泪沉默
[03:07.56]最初的你是不是，看穿了最后的错？
[03:15.19]
[03:15.61]万水千山都是错，相聚是谁追寻的承诺？
[03:21.95]散乱的车辙，残破的龙骨，得与不得
[03:27.58]黑夜之中扑簌的村落，黎明之后飘雪的长路
[03:35.12]所谓执着，不过一错再错
[03:41.99]
[03:50.81]牵手放手都是错，思念是谁笃信的寄托
[03:57.16]不需要猜测，不需要辩驳，天意如何
[04:02.77]从前的我没能够诉说，此后的我不悔恨孤独
[04:10.39]因为抉择，都是将错就错。
[04:15.99]
[04:16.40]你的名字如珍贵罂粟
[04:19.56]在胸口芬芳，在心头镌刻，深红颜色
[04:25.17]感谢有你执意的呵护，感谢是你与命运争夺
[04:32.76]感谢你做我今生对的错。
[04:42.78]
[04:50.87]- The End -
[04:56.50]
这一星期要把这首歌学会。日语版的梦境之后本来就很喜欢。啊如果小松未步的那几首经典也有填词就好啦。从初中唱到现在呢。
还是渣啊_(:з」∠)_
还有再也不能不好好看书了！！！！！！！！

一在某个人手下工作我就好想跳槽……加油加油

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd never been
All the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away
So I'll start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside 'coz summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, "But don't look back in anger", I heard you say
Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away
Gonna start the revolution from my bed
'Coz you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside 'coz summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace, take that look from off your face
'Coz you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
So Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away
"But don't look back in anger", I heard you say
So Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away
"But don't look back in anger", I heard you say
So Sally can wait
She knows it's too late as she's walking on by
My soul slides away
"But don't look back in anger, don't look back in anger"
I heard you say, "at least not today"

不行。还是心里难受。
干嘛要跟自己过不去。
想得少点不是会高兴点吗。

【DAY 14】给自己一个说法，不甘心自己的工作就充电跳槽，不甘心自己的手机就努力挣钱换一个，不甘心自己的生活就一点一滴的用双手掰断现充。任何时候不甘心都可以去改变，只是看你有没有勇气和能力。不盲目，不鲁莽，不认命。

四个月。

两个月。