完了，看不懂，这是啥语

Shivering in my bed sobbing and begging you, sitting on my bed listening to your insult and wailing, believing in your lies neglecting myself were the most humiliated moments in my life. And I swear I will never be like that ever again. I will soar and you can only watch me fly.

'Why can't you just be a normal person? I mean you are always super-efficient and super-good.' 'Because I am born to be abnormal.'