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20th December 2006
Fear All Over
Less than 5 mths left, the question has changed from which comp I would join, to should I join any comp at all... At this crucial stage of my life, however I haven't be able to concentrate nd make desired efforts... outside reasons caused a lot of troubles for me... but indeed it’s one of my weakest personalities doing the damage... I know myself more than anyone else, yet I dun wanna be a loser, which although, is likely to emerge... ppl say I m confident, by the achievement I got, by the attitude I showed on the stage, by any other superficial presentation from my past... but inside my soul, which I do believe nobody wil ever be able to read fully, residing the shameful scared seeds.. It keeps killing my passion nd darkening the prospect I used to have... time’s hardly enough there, yet I m so incompetent at too many things... do I deserve wot I expect, do I deserve to be who I expect to be... I doubt it... never doubt myself like this before... maybe coz I never had to face a vital moment of my life before... defeat or be defeated... being revealed from new year... let my soul be the witness... all the best..
Fear All Over
Less than 5 mths left, the question has changed from which comp I would join, to should I join any comp at all... At this crucial stage of my life, however I haven't be able to concentrate nd make desired efforts... outside reasons caused a lot of troubles for me... but indeed it’s one of my weakest personalities doing the damage... I know myself more than anyone else, yet I dun wanna be a loser, which although, is likely to emerge... ppl say I m confident, by the achievement I got, by the attitude I showed on the stage, by any other superficial presentation from my past... but inside my soul, which I do believe nobody wil ever be able to read fully, residing the shameful scared seeds.. It keeps killing my passion nd darkening the prospect I used to have... time’s hardly enough there, yet I m so incompetent at too many things... do I deserve wot I expect, do I deserve to be who I expect to be... I doubt it... never doubt myself like this before... maybe coz I never had to face a vital moment of my life before... defeat or be defeated... being revealed from new year... let my soul be the witness... all the best..
