You don’t want to remember my face, yours was always far more beautiful, you should be remembered, not me, as you always said, I’m a boring mercenary and you’re a princess, you truly have the power to drive me forward like a ruler. I miss you too, I hardly know what you look like anymore, I can just about remember all the things I love about you, I can just about remember your smile, your frown, your passion, the way you always used to kiss my cheeks when I got home made me feel like the strongest soldier in the world, that’s what I’ll try and be for you.
But please Junko, you don’t owe me anything, I do everything because I want too because I love you, one day I hope to show you exactly how much I love you, but nothing in the world could show you enough, I asked the boys here…. But they don’t know a thing about our love, I feel like it’s different.
Awfully sorry for the extent of this letter, I don’t wish to waste your time, but I fear I won’t be able to write again for sometime, have a lovely birthday and Christmas, please try not to feel lonely, I’m always thinking of you,
Mukuro
30 January
Mukuro,
We’re you sending me a letter or a fuckin’ book report? I’m just kiddin’ sis, I love ya! It rained today and I thought of you. I wonder if it must rain a lot wherever you are. Not that I really care or anything, you’re probably cooped up in some shitty tent freezing yer fuckin’ ass off. But no matter, you have my love and that’s enough. How easy you are to please, Muku-chan. It is quite despairingly nice to know how well I can please you.
Shame you can’t do the same for me. Must you constantly remind me of how disappointing you are? Even after shooting down hundreds of men, you still fail to bring me enough despair. How pathetic. And now you tell me you cannot write soon, how boring.
P.S. I never got the fuckin’ heater fixed.
Junko
27th May
I’m sorry Junko, I’m in a hurry but I just need to tell you how sorry I am for everything, and how I love you and how much I wish I could please you, if there’s anything you want, please just tell me, I know I’m being silly, sorry
Mukuro
16 June
Mukuro,
Such a brief letter from you, is everything okay? You know how devistated I would be if something had happened to you, sis! Even though if something did, that wouldn’t be too bad for me. Just kidding!
You know wishing is silly, Mukuro! If you really wanted to make me happy, you would be more than willing to show it.
Also, yes, there is something I want. I want you here with me, I have been drowning in this sea of despair and I just love you so much, I want to share it with you. I want you to see it for yourself. I love you that much, Muku-chan. I miss you, I want to hold you in my arms and tell you every single way I plan on destroying this dreadful world. And you can feel my despair course through your own veins, as well! How wonderful that would be!
Miss you, darling!
Junko
22nd August
Junko,
Everything is fine, I was just in a hurry.
Again, I apologize deeply that I cannot yet give you everything you want and deserve. Can you do something for me Junko? Can you please save those thoughts, save all that despair and when I come home you can share it all with me and we’ll do whatever you wish.
Unfortunately I do not have much despair to share with you, the battlefield is not a despairing place, it is full of apathy and occasionally hope, but I must fight it and spread despair in it’s place, that’s how much I love you, I will come home once I’m absolutely certain I cannot find any more potential in battle, I swear to you Junko I will cause despair or die trying.
Because I love you, in every sense of the word, I feel a part of you inside me sometimes, talking to me, telling me about despair and telling me you love me, encouraging me to go on, am I delusional? I heard it’s normal for some twins?
Mukuro
20 October
Mukuro,
I will happily save every bit of this wonderful despair for you because I love you so much, to the fuckin’ moon and back, sis! I will share everything with you Mukuro-chan! Until you can feel it in you skin, darling, sweet, darling sister of mine~! The world, no- the galaxies will not even be prepared for the damage we will cause together! Bringing despair to this disgusting hope-filled world, doesn’t the thought of it bring you the most wonderful pleasure? The thought of it is enough to make me despair so wonderfully, even right now as I write!
How jealous I am that you can feel me when I am not with you, Mukuro. How I would long to feel you inside me as well, telling me how much you love me everyday. Twins are so despairingly odd, aren’t they?
Write back soon!
Junko-chan~
29th October
Junko,
I wrote back as soon as I could! Right now I need to be home with you, I know its selfish but I hate this place and I want so badly to be with you, it wouldn’t be so unbearable if you were here. What I hate is that we aren’t even on the front lines anymore, I’m sure you could put me to much better use, Junko, I promise you when I get home we can do anything you want, I owe you everything, I owe you my life, thank you for giving me a reason to survive out here, Junko.
I love you, and I wish I could be there for you every night to tell you I love you and to hold you and protect you from harm, to make you feel better, I worry about you all the time, sometimes I have nightmares that you get kidnapped, or murdered and I couldn’t do anything about it.
I wonder sometimes, do you have friends, Junko? Do you have a boyfriend? Do you have anyone there to take care of you?
Mukuro
17 November
Onee-chan,
I want you to be home too, Mukuro! As soon as possible, it gets so boring here. Everyone here is so boring and lame and they don’t understand the beauty of despair like you do, sis. When you come home we can do everything I want, It’ll be so much fun~!
You shouldn’t worry about me too much, sweetheart. I’m doing quite fine here, people know better than to mess with me, and that’s even before I tell them I have a super strong and sexy older sister who would take care of them if they messed with me!
I have loads of friends, hundreds, thousands- but they don’t mean much, they’re all so dull. That’s why I need you here with me, Muku-chan! Boys are gross, you can take care of me a million times better than any boy!
La-la-love you~!
Junko xoxox
2nd January
Junko,
I’m glad to hear you’re doing fine, It just puts my mind at ease that there are people who care for you, even if you don’t care for them, I couldn’t care less about them I just need you to be safe.
When I’m home one day, I’ll certainly treat you better than any scumbag of a man, you deserve above and beyond what I can give you, you deserve to be worshipped and I will give you all my love and despair I promise! I know what they must be like Junko and I shall make it my personal duty to put any man who lays a finger on you to his end.
Don’t get your hopes up, but I may be discharged soon, maybe sometime this year they were discussing, but it’s just rumours so far.
I love you, remember that
Muku
But please Junko, you don’t owe me anything, I do everything because I want too because I love you, one day I hope to show you exactly how much I love you, but nothing in the world could show you enough, I asked the boys here…. But they don’t know a thing about our love, I feel like it’s different.
Awfully sorry for the extent of this letter, I don’t wish to waste your time, but I fear I won’t be able to write again for sometime, have a lovely birthday and Christmas, please try not to feel lonely, I’m always thinking of you,
Mukuro
30 January
Mukuro,
We’re you sending me a letter or a fuckin’ book report? I’m just kiddin’ sis, I love ya! It rained today and I thought of you. I wonder if it must rain a lot wherever you are. Not that I really care or anything, you’re probably cooped up in some shitty tent freezing yer fuckin’ ass off. But no matter, you have my love and that’s enough. How easy you are to please, Muku-chan. It is quite despairingly nice to know how well I can please you.
Shame you can’t do the same for me. Must you constantly remind me of how disappointing you are? Even after shooting down hundreds of men, you still fail to bring me enough despair. How pathetic. And now you tell me you cannot write soon, how boring.
P.S. I never got the fuckin’ heater fixed.
Junko
27th May
I’m sorry Junko, I’m in a hurry but I just need to tell you how sorry I am for everything, and how I love you and how much I wish I could please you, if there’s anything you want, please just tell me, I know I’m being silly, sorry
Mukuro
16 June
Mukuro,
Such a brief letter from you, is everything okay? You know how devistated I would be if something had happened to you, sis! Even though if something did, that wouldn’t be too bad for me. Just kidding!
You know wishing is silly, Mukuro! If you really wanted to make me happy, you would be more than willing to show it.
Also, yes, there is something I want. I want you here with me, I have been drowning in this sea of despair and I just love you so much, I want to share it with you. I want you to see it for yourself. I love you that much, Muku-chan. I miss you, I want to hold you in my arms and tell you every single way I plan on destroying this dreadful world. And you can feel my despair course through your own veins, as well! How wonderful that would be!
Miss you, darling!
Junko
22nd August
Junko,
Everything is fine, I was just in a hurry.
Again, I apologize deeply that I cannot yet give you everything you want and deserve. Can you do something for me Junko? Can you please save those thoughts, save all that despair and when I come home you can share it all with me and we’ll do whatever you wish.
Unfortunately I do not have much despair to share with you, the battlefield is not a despairing place, it is full of apathy and occasionally hope, but I must fight it and spread despair in it’s place, that’s how much I love you, I will come home once I’m absolutely certain I cannot find any more potential in battle, I swear to you Junko I will cause despair or die trying.
Because I love you, in every sense of the word, I feel a part of you inside me sometimes, talking to me, telling me about despair and telling me you love me, encouraging me to go on, am I delusional? I heard it’s normal for some twins?
Mukuro
20 October
Mukuro,
I will happily save every bit of this wonderful despair for you because I love you so much, to the fuckin’ moon and back, sis! I will share everything with you Mukuro-chan! Until you can feel it in you skin, darling, sweet, darling sister of mine~! The world, no- the galaxies will not even be prepared for the damage we will cause together! Bringing despair to this disgusting hope-filled world, doesn’t the thought of it bring you the most wonderful pleasure? The thought of it is enough to make me despair so wonderfully, even right now as I write!
How jealous I am that you can feel me when I am not with you, Mukuro. How I would long to feel you inside me as well, telling me how much you love me everyday. Twins are so despairingly odd, aren’t they?
Write back soon!
Junko-chan~
29th October
Junko,
I wrote back as soon as I could! Right now I need to be home with you, I know its selfish but I hate this place and I want so badly to be with you, it wouldn’t be so unbearable if you were here. What I hate is that we aren’t even on the front lines anymore, I’m sure you could put me to much better use, Junko, I promise you when I get home we can do anything you want, I owe you everything, I owe you my life, thank you for giving me a reason to survive out here, Junko.
I love you, and I wish I could be there for you every night to tell you I love you and to hold you and protect you from harm, to make you feel better, I worry about you all the time, sometimes I have nightmares that you get kidnapped, or murdered and I couldn’t do anything about it.
I wonder sometimes, do you have friends, Junko? Do you have a boyfriend? Do you have anyone there to take care of you?
Mukuro
17 November
Onee-chan,
I want you to be home too, Mukuro! As soon as possible, it gets so boring here. Everyone here is so boring and lame and they don’t understand the beauty of despair like you do, sis. When you come home we can do everything I want, It’ll be so much fun~!
You shouldn’t worry about me too much, sweetheart. I’m doing quite fine here, people know better than to mess with me, and that’s even before I tell them I have a super strong and sexy older sister who would take care of them if they messed with me!
I have loads of friends, hundreds, thousands- but they don’t mean much, they’re all so dull. That’s why I need you here with me, Muku-chan! Boys are gross, you can take care of me a million times better than any boy!
La-la-love you~!
Junko xoxox
2nd January
Junko,
I’m glad to hear you’re doing fine, It just puts my mind at ease that there are people who care for you, even if you don’t care for them, I couldn’t care less about them I just need you to be safe.
When I’m home one day, I’ll certainly treat you better than any scumbag of a man, you deserve above and beyond what I can give you, you deserve to be worshipped and I will give you all my love and despair I promise! I know what they must be like Junko and I shall make it my personal duty to put any man who lays a finger on you to his end.
Don’t get your hopes up, but I may be discharged soon, maybe sometime this year they were discussing, but it’s just rumours so far.
I love you, remember that
Muku