这首歌是我三天以来振奋自己的精神鸦片。

We always dreamed about this better life, this better life
We always thought we'd come in all along, yeah all along
We got the kiss, and walked through paradise, yeah paradise
Now let's go walking hand in hand
Come on baby we can hit the lights
Make the rooms go right
We can smash the floor, make the pop go raw
We're the love mystique, we dont need no sleep
And it feels like we could do this all night
We could do this all night
Yeah everything is alright
We got the kiss, and walked through paradise, yeah paradise
It feels like....we could do this all night
(we could do this all night)

十二月二十五日。陈奕迅，《圣诞结》。
在这样的日子里，没有比这一首更合适的了吧。第一次听是三年前的圣诞节。

我住的城市从不下雪
记忆却堆满冷的感觉
思念到忘记霓虹扫过喧哗的街
把快乐赶得好远
落单的恋人最怕过节
只能独自庆祝尽量喝醉
我爱过的人没有一个留在身边
寂寞他陪我过夜
merry merry christmas,
lonely lonely christmas
想祝福不知该给谁
爱被我们打了死结
lonely lonely christmas
merry merry christmas
写了卡片能寄给谁
心碎的象街上的纸屑
寂寞他陪我过夜
想祝福不知该给谁
爱被我们打了死结
电话不接不要被人发现我整夜都关在房间
狂欢的笑声听来象哀悼的音乐
眼眶的泪温热冻结
望着电视里的无聊节目
躺在沙发上变成没知觉的植物

想了三分钟还是没想出来符合心情的歌。那今天就算了。我又何必强拼硬凑一首呢。

我不是冷血，更不是慢热。只是害怕投入太多，最后总会难过。

十二月二十七日。Beyond, 《海阔天空》。
今年有一段时间Beyond成了我的精神支柱。这一首尤其喜欢。单曲循环很久。
是真的，从内心里认同感那种喜欢。

原谅我这一生不羁放纵爱自由。

今天我 寒夜里看雪飘过
怀着冷却了的心窝飘远方
风雨里追赶 雾里分不清影踪
天空海阔你与我可会变（谁没在变）
多少次 迎着冷眼与嘲笑
从没有放弃过心中的理想
一刹那恍惚 若有所失的感觉
不知不觉已变淡心里爱（谁明白我）
原谅我这一生不羁放纵爱自由
也会怕有一天会跌倒
背弃了理想 谁人都可以
哪会怕有一天只你共我
仍然自由自我 永远高唱我歌
走遍千里
原谅我这一生不羁放纵爱自由
也会怕有一天会跌倒
背弃了理想 谁人都可以
哪会怕有一天只你共我
背弃了理想 谁人都可以
哪会怕有一天只你共我
原谅我这一生不羁放纵爱自由
也会怕有一天会跌倒
背弃了理想 谁人都可以
哪会怕有一天只你共我

十二月二十九日。Fun. 《Some Nights》.
至今仍是我的手机铃声。Fun. 是我至今仍很喜欢的独立乐队。就算不再像去年那么红。

Some nights, I stay up cashing in my bad luck
Some nights, I call it a draw
Some nights, I wish that my lips could build a castle
Some nights, I wish they'd just fall off
But I still wake up, I still see your ghost
Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for
What do I stand for? What do I stand for?
Most nights, I don't know anymore...
This is it, boys, this is war
what are we waiting for?
Why don't we break the rules already?
I was never one to believe the hype
save that for the black and white
Try twice as hard and I'm half as liked,
but here they come again to jack my style
And that's alright
I found a martyr in my bed tonight
She stops my bones from wondering
just who I am, who I am, who I am
Oh, who am I? Oh, who am I?

十二月三十日。Taylor Swift, 《Last Christmas》.
最近才听到的歌，拜不知道哪跑出来的精神病所赐，却很好听。
翻唱版本众多，比如后街，新近的Ariana, 霉霉的版本综合来说还不错。

真的挺好听的。虽然圣诞季已经过去。还是有点洗脑。

Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me, baby do you recognise me?
Oh well, it's been a year it doesn't suprise me
Mary christmas
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying 'I love you' I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special