她制作了一个视频送给我，
作为生日礼物；
视频的结尾是这么一首诗：
“从前的日色变得慢
车，马，邮件都慢
一生只够爱一个人”
我们相隔这么远的大洋异地；
飞机飞过15个小时到达；
正好是一个时差；
我只望我们之间；
或如从前日色；
从前慢，
爱久。

自从恋爱以后好少来这里水帖了。首先检讨一下。写几句自己最近的感悟，延续一下这个帖吧。
What disturbed me in the past may not have any impact on current, may not have any impact on the future, may not have any impact on others, but it did matter to me in the past for a me of that period and condition. I can't say that's nothing though an older and wiser me may deal with things much more complicated. I never have the fantasy that anyone could understand the dilemma I was, am and going to get through but I wanna clarify that it did, does and will matter for a me in specific scenarios. No one did, do or will have the authority of judging other's problem as nothing. If it happens to you, it's everything. So please don't judge one's problem. Help or leave, that's the respect for human beings.

在微信朋友圈里面发了一条，关于接下来一周各种凑到一起的任务，好累。
然后我妈回复了一句加油儿子。
然后我就想起了小时候，遇到困难和做不完的作业，就求助父母就好了。
可是未来，没有谁能帮我，一切都得扛起，哪怕接下来这整整一周不睡觉，也一定要咬牙挺下来

七夕快乐！手抄了一首情诗送给我女朋友

又快要过年了
又是一个不能在家过的年
我无暇思念
因为太焦虑的心
无法被安抚
每天醒来就是压力
一直跟自己说不要放弃
感觉自己和北漂们没有区别
偌大的美国
哪儿是家

过年好

为逝去的老友吧，默哀

过来添砖加瓦！

我都快翻不到我的帖子了额