I know I'm a foolish.Thinking of you is the most wonderful but painful thing.Every time when I recall the days that we were together,I feel so pathetic.Do you believe God exists?I was cheated by you so many times,God won't bless but punish you,right?

The only thing that I wonder is your heart.How you remind me?Fool,rude,wayward or selfish?Maybe you even forgot who am I.Someday if you recognize me while walking in the street,will you say hello to me?Absolutely,the answer is NO.But I always pretend you still love me despite I never get into your heart.

Simetimes I ask myself for the reason why so crazy about you.But I always let myself down.Because of YOU.It's YOU,only YOU.Nobody will be better than you in my eyes.However,you just left so much pain to me.Empty promises will wear.And in the end,you broke away from me.Yeah,you make it,you get your freedom.Bless you.

I said,if you wanna be free,I'll let you go.But you didn't give me an opportunity.You left me alone,and I am still in situ now.How ridiculous it is.I tired my best to give you everything you want,so I attempted to be one you appreciate.Little by little,I became a person that I can't get used to.That's not ME.I want Real Myself.

I will remember you bring me happiness,you bring me sunshine,you offered me help and comfort,you offered me everything.Even though in fact you gave me pain,you gave me lie,you took my heart,You took my everything.

Good night.So sleepy.:)

It's raining now.How's the weather in your place?How are you?

Hey,how's everything going with her?Pretty fantastic.Is that right?When the skyfall,could you miss the past days?I always regard you as the best precious thing that's ever been mine,but you never cherish my heartache.You crumpled me again and again.

I'm feeling so cold now that I bear not go outside.How about you?I only know we are in the same city,but we don't have the same feeling.When you're gone,the pieces of my heart are missing you.I don't mind whatever you do to hurt me.I still remember when you promised me you'd never leave me alone,i felt extremely delighted.Actually,the empty promise can't save me.I have been living in the past memories for so long.Obviously,that's a world about YOU.Just YOU.

Losing you was dark grey.
Forgiving you was like comforting myself.
Missing you was blue I couldn't help.
But loving you was RED,burning RED.

I can't breathe.Have you ever reminded me?

You are just like drugs.I know it is poison,but I really addicted to it.I can't escape.The only choice that I could make is to face the fact, isn't it?I don't wanna cheat my heart.I did love you and the passion will go on.I'll use some ways you know or not to focus on you.

I am a damn victim.

You said you loved me,but you didn't say you only loved me.
You said you only loved me,but you didn't say you'd only love me forever.
I tried my best,I think. :)