Watch yourself carefully! There are a great many things to understand!

Oh, yes, I’m not beautiful, that is, I’m ugly.
It makes me feel myself inferior.
However, the appearance is something which can not be changed completely.
What I look like is what the god thought about.
What should I do? What can I do?
I don’t know too much about it.
Perhaps I should be myself. Though the god didn’t give me beauty, he gave me life, which is the most important thing. I should try my best to accomplish my mission when I am still alive.
There is a saying: Everything that exists is reasonable. Thus, maybe it is not necessary for me to feel myself so inferior of my appearance. As long as I am willing to make efforts, perhaps it’s enough. Nevertheless, it is not easy to do as what I thought.

Oh, yes, I’m really quite pusillanimous. That sounds so awful.
I’m pusillanimous, from the time when I was still very young to now.
I’m shy. I’m cowardly. I’m childish…
There are too many things that I dare not to do.
When I encounter with something I have not experienced, I always get into a panic, I am irritable. I am at a loss what to do.
When I meet with difficulties, I always shrink back, I want to cry, I want to escape.
It is badly terrible!
Will I go on like this? No! I can’t!
I must make some change!
I should be brave. I should be maturate. I should be strong. I should make a lot of efforts.
It will take a long time to do.
It is hard to do.
But I must do!
Why can’t I do?

Hum, I want to say, I miss you, I miss those beautiful days.
However, I’m only able to meet them in my memories. It’s so bad. It’s a massive regret.
My heart was broken. I cry. I don’t know what to do…
Well, maybe I should do what I said before this paragraph…


看完了.招惹我的眼泪.你是一个有故事的人