I have no idea that for what I had a crush on you.Your way to speak,your way to smile,and your way to be upset always catch my eyes. I do not exactly know what kind of feeling it is,but I do realize that I want to see you,to hear you,to stay beside you,and to share happiness and sorrows with you.I tried my best to make you understand how I feel but my words was too plain ..........
You may be disappointed at what I did to you. Actually you may think I did nothing to promote the relationship between you and I. I guess you never thought I'm caring about you. But baby that was not true. I was so eager to say it out I am not the kind ever to express my feelings because I thought being strong means never losing self control. Now I realize i am wrong.Falling in love is so complicated that I do not know how to handle it . But this time I know to let my feelings follow the sense from the bottom of my heart, so tell me what can I do to make it up for you? It's really not easy for me to say out cause I've never done that before. You are the first girl I express my real feelings to and I have courage to put down my armor toward.I remember when I vowed the vows, I also remember the pain in my heart when I saw sadness in your eyes.Girl you should know what you have got,nobody can steal it. No , they can not even feel it!
Last time when I saw you, you turned back and leave to chatting with your friends cheerfully . All of a sudden i almost feel that i will lose you if i don't take any further step to keep you by my side. When i walked home alone i know i need you rather than take a chance on losing you. It's been a long time coming for me and also for you,but i know it's been worth the wait.
Did I say too much ? If so, i apologize. But if you feel what i feel, trust your heart and i will take care of everything. Would you like to give me one more chance? Would you, my baby?
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