shape of my heart 我心之形状
歌手:sting
He deals the cards as a
meditation
他玩纸牌 如深深冥想
And those he plays never suspect
并不在游戏间徘徊流连
He doesn't play for the money he
wins
他总是赢家 却漠视金钱
He doesn't play for respect
亦无视他人的尊谗
He deals the crads to find the
answer
他玩纸牌 为寻觅答案
The sacred geometry of chance
那神秘几何中的偶然
The hidden law of a probable
outcome
还有那飘忽结局的背后的隐匿之弦
The numbers lead a dance
数字昂首领舞 翩然
I know that the spades are swords
of a soldier
黑桃如士兵手握的利剑
I know that the clubs are weapons
of war
梅花似战场轰鸣的炮枪
I know that diamonds mean
money for this art
这艺术般游戏里 方块便若到手的银
钱
But that's not the shape of my
heart
皆非吾心之状
He may play the jack of diamonds
或许 他会出牌方块J
He may lay the queen of spades
或许 他会下注黑桃Q
He may conceal a king in his hand
亦或匿藏手中的王
While the memory of it fades
但这些记忆呵 终将褪色
I know that the spades are swords
of a soldier
黑桃如士兵手握的利剑
I know that the clubs are weapons
of war
梅花似战场轰鸣的炮枪
I know that diamonds mean
money for this art
这艺术般游戏里 方块便若到手的银
钱
But that's not the shape of my
heart
皆非吾心之状
And if I told you that I loved you
若是我说 爱你
You'd maybe think there's
something wrong
你会些许困惑
I'm not a man of too many faces
我非善变多面的男人
The mask I wear is one
我的面具 始终如一
Those who speak know nothing
那些多言而无知的人们啊
And find out to their cost
终将背负代价
Like those who curse their luck in
too many places
如同 四处充斥的诅咒自己命运者
And those who fear are lost
还有那些 深深恐惧 却难逃失落的
人
I know that the spades are swords
of a soldier
黑桃如士兵手握的利剑
I know that the clubs are weapons
of war
梅花似战场轰鸣的炮枪
I know that diamonds mean
money for this art
这艺术般游戏里 方块便若到手的银
钱
But that's not the shape of my
heart
皆非吾心之状

Love Is Painful
But The Pain Is Beautiful

爱是美丽的疼痛
真的吗？

忽然想起那本书 有个美丽的名字
夏有乔木 雅望天堂
夏木说过 舒雅望 有你的地方就是我的天堂

我一直以为 我的心里无法接受
也无法跨越
背叛给我带来的伤害无以复加
可是真正到了面对的时候
我却还是从容
这是不是代表放下了？