Sometimes one pays most for the things one gets for nothing.
有时候一个人为不花钱得到的东西付出的代价最高。
－Albert Einstein（美国科学家爱因斯坦

I love you. Asshole。讨厌鬼，其实我爱你

I'm sorry. I know it's my fault, but it's just really hard to put my pride aside and admit that to you。
对不起。我知道是我的错，但我真的很难在你面前放下骄傲承认错误。

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I act the way I do because I'm really insecure. I wish you could understand that。我之所以这样，其实只是因为缺乏安全感。希望你能理解。

I'm only jealous because I love you and I wish you could understand this and could be okay with me loving you as much as I do while still embracing my flaws. I promise I'm working on it。我之所以醋意大发，只是因为我爱你。我希望你能理解，希望你能接受我这肆无忌惮的爱，希望你能包容我的缺点。我保证：我也一定会努力克服它们！
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I need you to give me attention. It's just so juvenile and petty to ask for。我需要你的关注，虽然这样的要求是那么孩子气、那么小气。

I'm embarrassed. I am embarrassed of the way my stomach rolls when I slouch. I am embarrassed of the fact that I fart and that I've made so many mistakes. Why? Who knows. It's silly because as an intelligent, functioning person I should know that these things are normal, human and nothing to be judged for. But it's because I care about you and I want you to see me in the best way possible。我也会尴尬。我讨厌坐下去时腰上的小肉肉，我讨厌自己放屁，我还讨厌自己毛毛躁躁总是犯错。为什么？反正我也搞不懂！虽然作为一个智力正常的人，我也知道这些都不值得大惊小怪；但是，我是这样在乎你，多么希望你看到的我总是最好的啊！I