I may seem crazy 我可能是疯了 Or painfully shy 或痛苦的费力的畏缩着 And these scars wouldn't be so hidden 这些伤痕不应该这样被隐藏 If you would just look me in the eye 如果你愿意注视我的眼睛 I feel alone here and cold here 你会感到我如此孤独和寒冷 Though I don't want to die 虽然我不想死去 But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside 但是唯一麻木我的方法是让我觉得我的心已经死去