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NO 1 曲名：from the inside （来自内心）歌手：linkin park （林肯公园）
take everything from the inside and throw it all away
我取出内心的一切. 全部扔掉
cuz i swear for the last time i won’t trust myself with you
因为我最后一次发誓. 绝不会再让自己相信你

From The Inside
曲名：from the inside 歌手：linkin park
i don’t know who to trust your surprise
不知道相信说.没有惊奇.
everyone feels so far away from me
每个人感觉起来离我很远.
happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
沉重的思想筛过尘埃和谎言.
trying not to break but i’m so tired of this deceit
努力不去打破. 但我厌倦欺骗.
every time i try to make myself get back up on my feet
每次我努力让自己.恢复自我.
all i ever think about is this
我想的都是这些事
all the tiring time between
无时无刻感到厌烦
and how trying to put my trust
要怎样努力使你相信我.
in you just takes so much out of me
而我又不需要做太多的事情.
take everything from the inside and throw it all away
我拿出内心所有事. 扔掉一切
cuz i swear for the last time i won’t trust myself with you
因为我发誓/最后一次. 我不会将自己托付于你.
tension is building inside steadily
心里越来越紧张.
everyone feels so far away from me
每个人感觉起来离我很远.
happy thoughts forcing their way out of me
沉重的思想逼迫他们远离我.
trying not to break but i’m so tired of this deceit
努力不去打破. 但我厌倦欺骗.
every time i try to make myself get back up on my feet
每次我努力让自己.恢复自我.
all i ever think about is this
我想的都是这些事
all the tiring time between
无时无刻感到厌烦
and how trying to put my trust
要怎样努力使你相信我.
in you just takes so much out of me
而我又不需要做太多的事情.
take everything from the inside and throw it all away
我拿出内心所有事. 扔掉一切
cuz i swear for the last time i won’t trust myself with you
因为我发誓这是最后一次. 我不会将自己托付于你.
i won’t waste myself on you
我不会浪费时间在你身上.
you
你
you
你
waste myself on you
浪费我的时间在你的身上.
you
你
you
你