一个人彻悟的程度，恰等于Ta所受痛苦的程度。一个不符合年纪的成熟性格，固然让人眼前一亮，但没人知道Ta成长的过往究竟有多惨。变老是人生的必修课，变成熟却是选修课，Ta需要承受外人所不知的孤独，承受外人所不知的痛苦。

《心酸》唱得我心里的悲凉叮叮当当的回荡

We tried walking so far,walking holding nothing.
Even now,that day,having met you,is treasure.
I didn't want you to be able to see my profile hidden by the sunset.
Tiny tears came one by one and gently,I let go off your hand.
...
Surely,if we could have said good-bye,
Could we have forgotten more easily?
When we someday can meet again,
I'll be able to say "thank you".
The laughing voice I hear from that picture
has resonated such a long way.
My tears stood alone miserably,gutlessly and I pretended to be a bad person on purpose.
Surely,if we could have said good-bye,
Could we forgotten more easily?
When we someday can meet again,
I'll be able to say "thank you".

I LOVE YOU, my family
I LOVE YOU, my friend everyday
I LOVE YOU, my one and only lover
And you and you.
No matter how far apart we are, there's nothing to forget
Anything I can remember is a treasure I found
I LOVE YOU, yesterday's story
I LOVE YOU, a story from years ago
I LOVE YOU, the usual today
And my dream ...myself
Even when my mind is distressed and the things my eyes see are blurred,
I believe that even these bad things are a treasure from the beginning
I LOVE YOU, I listen to the music
I LOVE YOU, the starlight and the moon at night
I LOVE YOU, flying with the wind over the sea
And the sky!
I LOVE YOU... ×××

既然当初两个人决定在一起了，距离远不会闹别扭，时间长不会闹别扭，长得丑不会闹别扭，人品差不会闹别扭，因为这些一早就知道。真正闹别扭的唯一原因你终于发现”咱俩不是一路人”。不是一路人，偏要结伴走夜路。在路上，不是你吓死他，就是他吓死你。--刘同

在这几年里，我光顾着低头前行，只想着得到那无法得到的东西，但是又不知道那究竟是什么。而这个不知从何而来的想法逐渐地变成一种压迫，让我只能靠不停工作来解脱。等我惊觉之时，逐渐僵硬的心只能感觉到痛苦。然后在一天早上，我发现曾经那刻骨铭心的感情——已然完全失却。------《秒速5厘米》

“爱到最后,发现不被爱,连哭都是活该的。”
“ 我用我的心回答自己,你不爱我,或许爱过,但是现在不爱了。有些时候不是谁在为难你,而是你自己在和自己过不去。”
“重感情,容易满足,容易感动,这是一个多么让人咬牙切齿的弱点。”
“我要谢谢你,赠送我空欢喜。”
“山有木兮木有枝,心悦君心君不知。”
“有多少人,拿着别人的真心开玩笑,开完了就扔垃圾一样扔了。”
“空走了一路,我爱对了你,爱错了时间。”
“遇见和分离,长不过百年, 短不过瞬间。”
看别人的日志戳到我的泪点了

1. 在眼睫毛根部抹鱼肝油可以刺激睫毛生长2. 酸奶+香蕉泥敷脸可以缩毛孔，超级有用3. 用藿香正气水洗头，头发会变好。啤酒洗头防干枯脱落4. 睫毛用棉签蘸着VE涂，睡前涂下，然后睡觉效果很明显5. 眉毛淡而稀，生姜削成笔状，天天涂一次会长浓。早安，各位！

AZ逆回去了。。。
为什么反而没原来帅。。。

林宥嘉翻唱的《突然想起你》好好听。。以前就很喜欢这首歌。。被他翻唱后觉得这歌活了。。

大爷的永远都有做不完的课题！

七月***霉。。。我那麼喜欢的七月怎麼可以这样对我。。。

放一句土话然后结束这一贴。。。
心总是在最痛时，复苏；爱总是在最深时，落下帷幕。