只叹当时年少

如果现在重新开始，我想我会懂得怎么去好好爱你，我想我不会那样倔强那样竖起浑身的刺，我想我们在遇到问题时我不会再那么偏执那么固执。我想和你重新认识一遍，我想时光倒流。可是，我是因为你才学会了如何去爱，若是时光倒流，我怕是会依然，竖起浑身的刺。直到分开再来悔恨，再来期盼重头来过

因为无法再回头，因为没有第二次，所以心痛，所以珍贵，所以不舍。这是一个死结

长情如文火，煨出热泪滚烫，谁还在原地失神游荡

*Lullaby"
Well I know the feeling
of finding yourself stuck out the ledge
And there ain't no healing
From cutting yourself with jagged edge
I'm telling you that, it's never that bad
And taking that something is well right
Lay down on the floor, and you are not sure
You can take this anymore
So just give it one more try to a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now, I'm reaching out
to let you know that you're not alone
And you can tell, I'm scared as hell
Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Well honey here comes a lullaby,
Your very own lullaby
Please let me take you
out of the darkness and into the light
Cause I have faith in you
That you're gonna make it through another night
Stop thinking about
The easy way out
There's no need to go and blow the candle out
Because you're not done, you're far too young
And the best is yet to come
So just give it one more try to a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now, I'm reaching out
to let you know that you're not alone
And you can tell, I'm scared as hell
Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Well honey here comes a lullaby,
Your very own lullaby
Well everybody's hit hit the bottom
And everybody's been forgotten
Well everybody'stired of being alone
yeah, everybody's been abandoned, and left a little empty handed
So if you are out there barely hanging on
Just give it one more try to a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now, I'm reaching out
to let you know that you're not alone
And you can tell, I'm scared as hell
Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Well honey here comes a lullaby, Your very own lullaby
Well honey here comes a lullaby, your very own lullaby
安眠曲
我知道这种感觉
当你发现自己身处绝境
而且无法治愈自己的创伤
我要告诉你，情况没有那么糟
坚持去取得正确的东西
当你茫然的躺在地板上你也许无法确定
你是否还能再坚持下去
所以再试一次来聆听这首安眠曲
放大它的音量
如果你听到了我的声音，那我已出现在你面前
让你明白你不是孤独的
你可以说，我如地狱一般无法感知让人生畏
因为我无法让你在电话中听到我的声音
所以，就请闭上你的双眼
亲爱的，聆听这首安眠曲吧
只属于你的安眠曲
请让我将你从黑暗中带入光明
因为我相信
你将会在某个夜晚让一切都释怀
不要再去寻找
那所谓的捷径
因为你不需要逃避并吹灭烛火（让自己置身黑暗）
因为你没做到的还有很多，你还如此的年幼
最好的还没有到来
所有人都会跌倒
所有人都会被遗忘
所有人都会在孤单时感到痛苦
所有人都会被抛弃，只剩下空空如也的双手
所以你盲目的离开这里就几乎无法释然

上善若水。水善利万物而不争，处众人之所恶，故几于道。 居善地，心善渊，与善仁，言善信，政善治，事善能，动善时。夫唯不争，故无尤。

你可以的，你可以的，你可以的。

-_-||为毛我这么刻薄？

落花满天蔽月光，借一杯附荐凤台上。帝女花带泪上香，愿丧生回谢爹娘。

突然想起不知道是哪部小说里，那个女人娇嗔着说：“你是想教我万劫不复么。”不知道她当时心里，是害怕多一些呢，还是欢喜多一些？

女人精，男人也不笨

晚安，晚安，晚安。晚安，晚安，晚安。快睡吧，快睡吧，做个好梦。

一定会做个好梦。

千与千寻。

>_<